" Happy New Year! "
Another faithful year has gone by just like that and I find myself pondering on a lot of issues. One issue is about my results: I felt like I did not work hard enough for my first semester and my GPA was just sucky. But thank the Lord I did not fail any subjects because I really felt like I was going to fail one particular subject. University is definitely different from Junior College and I really have to buckle down and work hard for my second semester. That is my first resolution of the new year. Of course, what is New Year like without making resolutions?
#01: Work Hard For University
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I've been passionate about Cheerleading ever since I met my darling bf, but I found myself stuck at the same level over and over again without much improvement. Sometimes when you are stuck at the same place constantly, you will just lose some of the passion deep inside. And I found myself struggling with that issue. Thank goodness, I have my darling bf by my side. He is always encouraging me in Cheer and even in stuff besides Cheer. And finally, one day I found an extremely good opportunity for me to improve myself. But this means I have to forgo other stuff such as my good friends: it took me a really long time to decide and it was difficult making a decision but I had made up my mind. I think most people will hate my decision but I am going to stick with it through the end. I have to work hard to achieve that dream, and it won't be easy, but with hard work I know I can achieve it. I will share more about this after my trip in Taiwan :)
#02: Improve in Cheerleading
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Reading back on my past resolutions, I realised that I managed to fulfil a few of those slightly. Well, I am not perfect so actually realizing that I did make a few good changes made me really happy :) One of them is, quoting from what I wrote, "Reach God-like in Cooking and Baking". Oh gosh, how stupid was I! Hahaha :) Well, I am glad to say that this year, I did take up the initiative to bake more, with my mother supervising as usual. It was a great improvement for me because back then, I would probably screwed up the whole thing and my mother had to save the day again with her super awesome special baking powers. So yes, I can safely say that my 2012 resolution on the aspect of baking has been fulfilled, by a bit ... :P Which brings me to my next 2013 resolution. Sad to say I can't say the same for cooking because I did not really explore in that area :( But 2013 will be different for sure!
#03: Continue Passion in Baking AND Start Learning How To Cook
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Another example would be being a good daughter: I don't mean to brag or boast about anything but I think I really did improve on that. I stopped throwing fussy tantrums at my parents. I had stopped demanding a lot from them like a spoiled brat, and I felt I was definitely more matured than I was back then. I hardly got into any arguments with my parents this year and I felt like I had gotten closer to my parents. But of course, this does not mean I stop at that, I definitely want to become an even better daughter to my parents because of all their hard work and sacrifices they made for me.
#04: Be an Even Better Daughter For My Parents
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For those who do not know, I am still going strong with my darling bf :) It has been a rough 2+years for us, but we are still together! We have faced many tribulations and problems in the year 2012, and I still find myself being quite the 'jealous' girlfriend whenever I see le bf being so friendly with girls, even though their relationship is strictly on business. I also realized that it took a long time for me to start acting more matured with my bf and stop being such a spoiled princess in his eyes. I have to say that it was only last month when I started realizing that. But this doesn't mean that all is doom! Le gracious bf has always been giving me a lot of chances to change for the better and I really plan to do so for the year 2013.
#05: Be an Even Better Gf For Le Bf
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With the new year just about to start, I have to say that every new year sparks a new beginning and there is this HUGE part of my life that is going to change with the new year of 2013. No, I am not pregnant, neither am I getting married! :P My parents had just bought a new condo and with that, they are going to sell the house I am living in right now in Tampines. Well, the new house is going to take a few years to build/renovate, and for the time being, my family is shifting back to our house in Pasir Ris: the house which my brothers and I grew up in. Yes it does hold a lot of memories, but this time I am hesitant to leave my Tampines home. It is so near to three fricking malls!!!! And with a stadium just opposite my block, I can go work out whenever I want! I am looking forward to living in the new condo, but that is years away :( I don't mind living in Pasir Ris house actually, because I am definitely closer to my cousins there. But there is like nothing to do in Pasir Ris! REALLY! D: Not to mention, my school is all the way in PIONEER and I have to go from one end of Singapore to the other end every day if I am not residing in my hall. IMAGINE THAT D': Hahahaha. But I'm not going to whine like a little bitch about it, I'm glad that I have something to look forward to this year :) Here is just a little peek in my new room :) My mother only snapped a few pictures of her room and the kitchen which I am not going to put up here :P Hahaha.
And well yea, that is all I have for my resolutions in 2013. It is tough to stick to your resolutions throughout the year, but with hard work, you will definitely reap progress :) Happy 2013 to you all out there!