" just breathe ... "

That's what I need right now. Just breathe. Just chill. Just take a sidestep rest. Just relax. Just have faith. GP results are out, and I'm really disappointed. I've no idea whether I will pass or not for my overall GP results, and I'm hoping I will. Because without GP, it's just another blackhole waiting to suck me in. Enough with the depressing stuff already! I thank all the people around me encouraging me even if its just a hand on the back, a hand on the head, or just smiling at me, hoping I would smile back. A huge thanks go out to them!

Melissa:
Thanks Mel, for just patting my head when I seem really down. That alone was reassuring enough to inform me that I'm not alone. Just that, and I've already feel your presence and your well wishes. You are one bold girl I tell you. Smiling in times of sadness, always looking on the brighter side of life. A true inspiration for all - making sure that the people around you are always smiling, you get the ball rolling by smiling yourself :) You are indeed a true friend.

Vanessa Lim:
Haha Van Lim. You are really a special girl! Not to forget - really funny, high, random etc etc and the list goes on. Thanks for calling me to tell me my results for one of the Literature papers. It was indeed really heart lifting to know that I did well in at least one of the papers. Your randomness and spastic-ness really got me laughing even though I was still feeling down, and it somewhat lifted the depression inside. Thanks for the funny smses you sent me too! Haha that helped a lot too! :)

Bryan:
Dear Ah Heng. Even though you seem rather sad, you still encouraged me, telling me that it will be alright! :) I know its the small thoughts that counts and it really does! I know that despite your troubles not being able to go away, at least you take the effort to try and solve them one by one. I admire you for that and you are indeed a true inspiration to all. I wish you the best in all areas of your life, and talking to you has been a great pleasure.

Zong Da:
One of my closest friends ever, thanks for asking how I did and reassuring that everything will be alright. With you around, I feel much at ease, knowing that you are there for me when I need you, be it in school or in cheer. You have been a really great friend, encouraging me, reassuring me, and of course cheering with me, studying with me etc. Thanks for the smses and I know I can count on you again when studying for the RePapers. Of course, this may sound really early, but ... I will definitely see you in J2! :) Heehee. And we can start mugging for our Alevels.

Last but not least, I want to thank my darling baby 陈诚 :)
Thank you for being there for me 24/7, even when you are at work, you still encourage me and tell me that everything is fine. When I received my results, and I was really sad, you told me not to give myself up and try to find more marks that will help me push my grade up. Despite being busy with work, you still called me to ask how I was doing and asked of my final GP grade. To be able to hear your voice brought ease to my being and I greatly appreciate that :) And you are probably the best coaxer in the world. Every time my mood swings to the extremes, you are always able to get me back to the middle - being happy. Those small hugs and kisses you give me, helps me feel more secured than ever, with that, I am able to calm myself down and think positively. Most of the times, you would always do embarrassing stuff so that you can make me happy, and that alone counts more than anything in the world ... Thank you so much for the sacrifices you have done and the deep encouragement for me when I am in such a dire state. I love you a lot, and you are the best friend, and the best boyfriend for me :)

ALRIGHT.
Putting the depressing mood aside, I am happy to say that today is officially our first self-cheer training! :) Heehee. Yes!!! Most people have finished their Final Year Exams, today's training will be a celebration of that! :) Hahaha. I hope we are able to do some awesome stunts today, and I hope my performance today will be good!!!! :D :D :D Super excited for training later. Heehee. It feels great to be able to sweat it all out - all the unhappiness and depression. Of course I also want to be able to master some crazy stunts :) Hahaha. I guess doing crazy stunts will help get your mind off sad stuff because up there, all you are thinking about is saving your life! And your bases lives of course! Haha, just joking. But really, it does help getting certain stuff off my mind :) So yea! Can't wait for it. Lalalala~

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}