" its fragile ... "

yesterday was really woah. pt was super hiong. this shows that i haven't exercised for a very very very long time .. hahaha :P bob and i were like dead as we laid on the mats, not wanting to move at all. had dinner together afterwards. ate my usual banmian!(: then head back home. in the train, kept playing patapon .. haha yes i'm too addicted. reached home, quickly bathed and chiong patapon again. i tell ya. i have no life! :S i'm thinking that playing patapon every day is bliss! -.-" someone please bring me out shopping before i go madd with patapon. heehee.

cc wasn't feeling well today. i guess yesterday was a bit too much for him since he rushed down from work :( 宝贝谢谢你!虽然你昨天很累但是你还是下来教我们(: 我超级爱你 :D thank you my baby. so he called in and told his boss he would be slightly late. then ....... the both of us played patapon 2 together! LOL. played until 11+am then he went to change and got ready for work. and i accompanied him to the busstop. haha. he is such a baby!(: of course i act like a baby too.. heehee. after he got onto his bus, i made my way to tampines mall to collect my stuff from wanzhen! yayness. my shoes from hottopic finally arrived in singapore!! OMG. hahaha FINALLY. wanzhen was not feeling well so she sent her friends and i collected my shoes at the bus interchange. grabbed a small drink on the way back .. and guess what i was doing when i reached home? YES that's right. i played patapon 2! for 3hours straight! OMG. shit i've seriously no life. cc asked me whether today want to go out for a date, but i want him to come home and rest! since he was really tired out by yesterday's really really hiong pt :P

not sure whether i should go for cheer training tomorrow because bob ain't going :( sadness. he has cca practice until 6pm at night! thanks to vjc open house on friday, he has to go for CO practice!! D: NNNOOOO my cheer buddy ain't going ... T.T haha of course i have cc, but cc is like a different person on training ground. heehee :/ but of course i still {hearts} him! shall see first ... hohoho.

anyways i tried on my pink shoes just a few moments ago. DARN NICE(: the interior is leopard prints and omggg, i'm totally in love! thanks wanzhen! and sorry for the trouble!! :P heehee. if got any sale on hottopic, don't forget to include me in!!! HEEHEE. i'm always up for a good online shopping spree. of course i still have to remember to save up for my shopping trip with cc!

at the end of this month, raymond, kenny and yugene are going to bangkok for a holiday. I WANT TO GO REAL BAD!! D: like real bad, but i've got to see my results first. i'm actually quite scared because i didn't really prepare for promos. i'm like frigging scared ... D: i don't want to go see the vice-principal! D: for midyears, i didn't have to go see him because my results were alright. but for promos, i'm not so sure about it anymore. i need to pray about it ... i guess :( i hate it whenever i run to GOD when i need HIM the most and neglect HIM all the other times .. the feeling really sucks. i really need to change this attitude of mine first. i guess its because i haven't been going church since i selfishly decided to stay at home to study ... MAN, i hate myself :/ i have to change. anyways, if i do alright for promos, my parents are going to sponsor my whole trip (that's what they told me the other time, don't know whether they still remember though LOL) including my shopping expenses. and i plan to shop A LOT in bangkok. because the stuff there are nice and cheap! heehee :D

i'm really enjoying myself because knowing that i've no school for this entire week is just BLISS. haha(: so it's time to maximise my holiday fully!(: yayness.

toodles~! going back to play patapon 2! hahaha 宝贝不要吃醋啊!我有帮你打!:)
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}
nothing you do can make me change my mind. i've decided that i'm not going to give up on cheerleading. i've made promises with many people, and especially when this matters the most to my darling. i know i'm a spoilt brat - one who hates losing, but i tell you straight in your effing face that i'm going to try my very best. i know you say you hate comparing and competition, so do i. but whenever i see you, you are always thinking that you are better ... no comparing eh? i dare you to look me in the eye and tell me that one more time. i think not. you may be good in some areas, but remember .. there are other people better than you and they don't care shit about you. i've made a promise to myself, that i'm going to change and i'm going to have good sportsmanship and i'm going to do my best in cheerleading. and that what matters the most. i love cheerleading and i'm going to take cheerleading serious with my boyfriend. and you can't do shit about it :) thanks for showing me your true colours. i know who i'm up against now. it is definitely not against my friends, not against other teams, but against you. be prepared ^^