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just came back from the doctor. heehee. everything is alright(: perhaps not eating right, and lack of sleep + water. haha what to do. promos last week really tired me out physically and mentally D: since i was really stressed out, i pampered myself with a messaging session. heehee. BUT. it was a wrong choice. LIKE OMG. my muscles were aching since the last pt and when they put pressure on those aching points, its like WOAH OMG. haha so i ended up suffering half way through when they massaged my thighs. haha :P stupid me. but heck.

got a chance to wear my new pink shoes today! heehee. super super cute(: even my doctor complimented my shoes! yayness ^^ so anyways. the whole session lasted from 11am-2.45pm. about 3hours(: they renovated the place. now its like super sleek. black wall interior with pretty soft carpeting. the lights were really high class too. the corridors were all adorned with somewhat vintage decorations. really sleek, neat and stylish. much better than their previous design. haha. even their showers changed. they mixed a modern design with slight vintage touches, so it looks something like my friend's mansion back in italy. super nice(: so i thought if i had my own house, i would definitely pick up a few tips from that interior design. black+red+white+vintage+style = awesome! heehee. during the session, one of their helpers asked me what i want to be when i grow up. then this really put me deep in thoughts. i know i want to be a lawyer, but so far, it seems like i'm doing nothing that can help me achieve that dream. my grades are dropping and i don't seem like i'm bothered by it. so i thought, if i really want to be a lawyer, i've got to work hard for it. so after the promo results come out, i'm seriously going to put in more effort in my studies(: of course so that i can have a bright future! and achieve my dream :D

came home, ate two pieces of bread, because just came from the doctor, cannot eat much :P but i still enjoyed it! and after that, i went to play patapon 2(of course!) .. hahaha :) cc's handphone just died and he forgot to bring the charger to his workplace. LOL. so communication broke down literally :S haha. anyways we postponed the movie date to tomorrow, so we will just be going for a simple dinner later. i want to eat my 酿豆腐 later! heehee i'm addicted to it! its healthy, nice and really cheap. the important thing is of course HEALTHY! since the doctor says i have to lose about 5more kg so that i won't be in the danger zone anymore :P who knows, i might just fall dead any moment .. LOL LOL.

tomorrow's plans are already arranged by my mother since tomorrow is my last day of marking days before i have to go back to school on friday to help out with vj open house T.T coincidentally, my mother has a rest day tomorrow, so she's going to bring me to the salon. she says she wants me to maintain my hair in a good condition. why not? :D and after the visit to the hair salon, perhaps she will bring me go shopping. who knows? its her off day tomorrow! YAYNESS :) and she also told me a few days ago, that around the month of november, dad is going to bring us out on a random trip to malaysia. hahaha :P yes random. when i was young, i've always remembered dad bringing us to johor bahru just to have breakfast there. because there is this stall which sells really awesome roti prata. LIKE OMG GOODNESS. and we would take a drive in the highway to enjoy the scenery while my dad speeds like nobody business. LOL. i miss those good'o'days(: so i'm really anticipating this trip. its like we travel around malaysia not to shop, not to do anything, but to relax and think of anything fun along the way. hahaha. since malaysia is near singapore, in case anything happens we can always find our way back to singapore easily. if we try this 'unplanned' trip in other countries, i've a feeling i'm the first person to get lost and never return back to singapore ever again. LOL. this time, i hope cc is coming along!(: heehee. he can take joshua's place since he ain't going :( its like an adventure trip! heehee so fun.

i miss my elder brother a lot .. haha he hasn't come home for a few months already. he has been staying at his gf's house. and he only comes home once in a blue moon. my mum says that its the point of time when he is becoming more independent, and it won't be long before he officially has his own family .. T.T even though joshua bullies me like 99% of the time, but i still love him. haha. without having him around the house feels weird. its like i lost one part of my family. the only sibling i have now is joel. haha. he is still awesome(:

anyways that's all i'm going to post for today.
going back to play patapon 2! heehee.
toodles~!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}