" in this fairytale land of mine ... ♥ "

yesterday:
omg! it was cc's first time coming to my house ... and it was especially his very first time meeting somebody else's parents ... when he arrived at my doorstep, he was like pespiring like crazy! LIKE MADD i tell ya. hahaha. he told me he was so nervous he couldn't even think straight and whenever he gets nervous, he would like pespire a lot ... wayyyy a lot. HAHA :P
he brought over mercy chocolates! MAJOR LURVES! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i introduced my familiy to him starting with my grandparents first, then my younger brother, then officiallly my parents :D at first we wanted to go out and eat at some taiwan restaurant, but my elder brother had some last minute plans and my parents had to change their entire schedule, so we ended up ordering pizza in the end ... HAHA(:
we watched television together and i saw beast at entertainment on 5! OMG gikwang looks as amazing as ever! his thick luxious black hair was just so silky and omg his 6pacs look even more menacing yesterday! i guess he has really been working out, because last time i saw him, he looked skinnier and less muscular.. hahaha. omgg! gikwang♥!

heehee the pizza finally arrived like around 7plus and boy i was like super super hungry!
so we ate and ate and ate and talked and talked and talked, talked a bit to my parents too. heehee. i ate about 1 and a half slices then i felt somewhat full, so i munched on the small tibits that came along with the pizza :D cc ate 4slices!!! :D:D:D:D amazing! :D hahahaha.
later i showed him my collection of hellokitty plushies! all my babies are super adorable! HEEHEE:D

super adorable!! cc playing with my rabbit hat, something which i used to sleep with ...
but still it's soooo cute!!!♥♥♥♥♥ both my rabbit hat and cc playing with my rabbit hat!(:

cc left the house at 8.30pm, something which he said was good manners. because he felt like he shouldn't overstay his welcome ... so i accompanied him downstairs but made our way to the playground! heehee(:
the funny thing was that .. my parents didn't know that i was downstairs at the playground with cc as they had assumed that i had accompanied him to the mrt. so when i caught a glimpse of my parents getting into the car which was parked like super near to the playground, i dragged cc and hid at another block voiddeck and we tried to keep ourselves clear out of my parents' sight! HAHAHA :D it was super super hilarious!! then when my parents came back, we had no time to run so we just accepted our fate and sat there like logs, hoping my parents did not notice us. heehee :x

at the playground, we chatted as usual(:
i really do enjoy these small talks i have with my darling 小冬瓜 because i feel like i can get to know him more and i feel more connected in a sense :D we would share secrets with one another, funny experiences and what nots. it was something like a bonding session! heehee. and i cherish everything he shares with me because it is something which i can know about him and that alone is enough to make me happy! :D so yesterday, we talked about how we got to start liking one another ...

my side of the story:
at first i've always thought cc was a really fierce guy who is like totally serious whenever it comes to cheerleading. but then slowly, as time went by, i realised he was actually funny and really outgoing. there was a period of time when he was the one coaching my tower, and as such, i got to see a side of him which was encouraging, hilarious and really playful in a good sense(: slowly i started to notice him, and i realised that i loved cheerleading even more.
because of it, i recalled that my elder brother used to be from a cheerleading team in SP. so i went to search for their cheerleading videos on youtube and found one with my elder brother in it. i could tell my elder brother straight away due to the way he flings his hair ... -.-" hahaha.
then as i continued watching and watching and watching, i noticed another familiar person! it was cc! OMG. hahaha i was totally shocked! then the next pos training, i went to clarify with cc himself. INDEED, it was him! :D:D:D:D:D hahaha
and that was the start of how i got to take notice of him. the rest of the experience was kind of blurry, but i know that we started to sms each other until like 2-3am in the morning. and it was on an everyday basis. i loved it!(: the feeling of texting someone until the wee hours of the morning is just bliss! :D then slowly i realised that i had fallen in love with him.
this first few people to know is bob and yy. hahaha. they told me it was quite obvious about my affection towards him as i always look for him to do stunts after pos training.
bob then told me that he felt that cc likes me too! in a way that it isn't platonic but slightly more than that... but i thought he was reading too much into it and told him off that perhaps cc is taking care of me in a way how a friend would take care of a friend's sibling. but bob disagreed.
haha well time slowly passed and i really enjoyed pos because i get to see cc most of the time(: but then i slowly realised that pos was coming to an end as well. naturally i felt sad ... and i forgot how things came to until a certain sms with cc when one of us (not sure who) confessed his/her feelings. well i guess that was how it began? hahaha(:
and it was made official like last month! and so far, i've been enjoying every moment i have with him. my life is such bliss with him around. seriously, i can't imagine a life without him.

i'm not so sure about his side of the story ...
but he did tell me that one point of time he felt like giving me up because i wanted to go to england to further my studies and he felt like perhaps he was holding me back .. so he had his doubts.

whatever the case is, my dearest wintermelon, i would never give you up in a million years!
even when i go to university, even if there are handsome and capable guys there, i will never ever ever leave your side.
小冬瓜 别担心! 我是永远不会离开你的身边... 我永远会爱你的!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
he is such a sweet guy. and the times i spent with him are never sad. i always feel so fortunate to be by his side :D
this is the pledge i have made to myself, that i would love him more and more with each passing day. i would never think of breaking up with him, i would never think of letting him go, unless he wants to. my heart is bound to him alone and nothing can break this bond apart(:
to my dearest chencheng, you mean more to me than anything else in the world.
我爱你 :D

so anyways, tomorrow going to watch DESPICABLE ME with cc if time permits!! :P hahaha. i'm soooooo looking forward to it!! KYAAA~! 抱抱！(haha randommuch!)

this is where i will end my post for today(:
toodles!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!(: