" maybe , perhaps ... we could sleep in ? "

yesterday:
super super happy! i went out with cc today(:
ended school at 2.30pm and went to meet him at tampines : 小冬瓜的第二个家 besides lakeside. cc told me that i did not need to hurry and should take my time, but when i saw that sms, i was already at tanah merah, super near to reaching tampines. so i decided to go home, put down my enormous super epic big schoolbag and perhaps grab a shower ... since today's pe made me pespire like crazy = smelly smelly smelly! D:

after bathing and getting ready, cc had already reached the place, so i quickly left the house to look for him(:
he was nowhere to be found at the mrt station, so i went inside guardian to enjoy some air-condition after walking like crazy, and pespiring like madd once again! D:
later saw cc walking over to guardian so i walked out and apparently he went to see his handphone :D
we went to carls jr for cc to have his lunch since i already ate mine at 9.30am in school. haha it was a pretty early lunch since i was feeling super majorr hungry after pe. crazy siolz. :(
cc ordered some beef cheese fries which had a a really really strong smell of beef meat. like woahhhh super super super strong.. HAHA(:
and after he finished his small lunch, we went to check out the movies at golden village.
cc wanted to watch triple tap, but i wanted to watch toy story 3 ... but then cc still gave in to me in the end, which i felt really really bad about it .. :(
i'm so sorry my 宝贝小冬瓜! D: next time let's watch a movie which you wanna watch!!!
so far all the movies we have watched are shows which i wanna watch ... which makes me feel even even worse!! D: next movie is going to be his pick!(:
we bought the 7.15pm tickets and since it was like only 4plus, we decided to walk around and i decided that perhaps i should have my dinner! :D

we went to longjohnsilver and i bought some 2piece chicken meal with fries and cc bought some crazy cheese deal with cheese like all over his chips and fries ... CHEESE AGAIN! hahaha.
we ate and talked and ate and talked and ate and talked ... super super super super fun! :>

we stopped by toysRus first for cc to relive his childhood days. and he got super excited whenever he saw his gundam models. HAHA(: we walked around the place, fiddling with different toys and even playing with them! i guess i too need to relive my childhood days! D:

we stopped by popular later as i went to check out some stationary for my own usage(: couldn't find it despite looking like all over the place .. SADNESS T.T but heck! then later cc wanted to look for some book about driving basics. guess he wanted to learn how to drive and get his driving license! :D:D while he was looking through the driving books, i stumbled upon a stack of translational books. i looked at the japanese one and found it super interesting. then cc joined in too. he looked through a few AND THEN wham, he found a page with really really really ahems* words inside!! OMG. hahaha. super super super hilarious! he looked for the thai book and wanted to learn all those words. NNOO! D: he doesn't want to learn english but thai?!?!?! :S
小冬瓜是一个大笨蛋! D:

well after walking around in tampines mall and century square, we finally decided to head back to goldenvillage(: we bought the normal popcorn combo and went into the cinema! at first we thought we walked into the wrong theatre since there was this starting movie about some day&night characters fighting over to see which is better ... but only to find out that working together brings out the best in them .. (something like that!) hahaha. thankfully it was just an opening appetizer before the real movie began.

a show which i've been watching since i was a child .. even though i can't remember the exact contents of it all, i still know that i've enjoyed those shows back then :D now the final and most exciting season has came out! finally the ending is shown here(:

the movie was super funny, super hilarious and there was a slight tinge of sadness through some parts. can tell cc enjoyed the movie since he was laughing like some lunatic through most of the funny scenes. hahaha serious! he laughed and the whole theatre shook like an earthquake.. hahaha 我可爱的小冬瓜!(:
i loved the part when they were planning their escape from sunnyside daycare. it was majorly heartpumping, jawdropping kind of experience :D coming from a show for kids, it was pretty awesome! :D
after the movie, we decided to head back!(: cc accompanied me all the way back to my house and since it was early, we sat under the playground and talked.
hahaha. totally loved it!
{♥}
we talked about lots of stuff; some of them super random and out of the world.
cc left at around 11pm and chased after the last train.
sighs* my poor baby has to 'run' after the last train every time he sends me back home ... if only he could stay like in tampines so he won't have to rush off and sit through a long journey home every time we meet .. :( he told me he's shifting out around September or October ... so i hope he would find a place closer to mine! :D hahaha. well i did suggest he could stay at the house in pasir ris under my grandfather's name. it's vacant and the rent for one room is wayyy cheaper than the entire house. but i guess it's all up to him and even so i still have to talk to my dad about it as well!(:

today:
didn't go to school today because i was not feeling well, but anyways we're not having any lessons, so i didn't miss out much. but i've to get my mc asap so that i won't be in trouble since today is like feelingfab where we get to do activities of our choice ... mine is forest adventure! hahaha. was kind of looking forward to it since melissa and teri chose the same as me, but i guess i didn't really wanted to go in the end.

this morning, my parents scolded me like madd since i'm always sleeping in late! D: i was like doing my homework and studying these few days and they don't seem to understand at all :(
they think its because i've been going out and neglecting my work and they keep blaming me for it. then my dad says that he should have a talk with me because he thinks my attitude sucked. wth lahs. :( i'm already trying my best but if they don't like it, they can always kick me out of their house right! sianz.
what a way to start my day right manz. :x
and i'm not going to pull cc into my mess, so i just told my parents what they wanted to hear .. which was admitting that i was in the wrong, and that i am a totally failure and perhaps i should reconsider my life because maybe i don't deserve it.
they blame me for following my elder brother's footsteps, for neglecting studies just to pursue a relationship ... that he sleeps super late at night and doesn't seem to have any interest in studying and that all he knows is to sit at the computer all day long ...
seriously, i'm not like him. i still take into account what i have to do in school and i make sure i do it... they have such high expectations of me that when i don't meet up to what they see me as, they would think i'm slacking and that i'm like following my brother's footsteps. wth.
and this morning, as i was resting because of my headache, my father came into the room and whacked me on the head with some book and it worsened my headache further ... like wow! such a caring father indeed .. shit. sometimes i wished perhaps i should just go study overseas and never come back. be successful overseas so that they will be happy when i'm not.
fine if they want me to be like that, so be it. whatever manz. i'm fed up listening to their bullcrap, for all i know, i rather be killed overseas, buried overseas so that they can never hound me again .. omggg.

that's all i'm writing for today.
toodles.
loving cheerleading and cc ttm.