" elegance on icing ... ♥♥♥♥♥ "
today:
had zpl training ... the pt was alright!(: i didn't really feel like dying compared to the times which cc led pt... phew :x
only had one tower today since there were so few guys and so many girls as usual D:
learnt basket toss and i seriously am damn scared of btoss siaaa .. T.T i mean when they toss me up, i've no idea what i would do in the air .. i mean like COME ON! D: i managed to fly up once, but then they said i was jumping off their hands ... hmmmmmmmmmmmm x.x
bob didn't go today! stupid guy. he went back to catholic high for some farewell and guess what?! he saw ahems* beta there! :P hahaha he was laughing so much that he gave me a call and report to me about it!! i seriously laughed my arse off, thank goodness i wasn't near the training ground or else i think they would scold me ... HAHA BUT IT WAS SERIOUSLY FUNNY!
the way bob explained how he saw her and how much he freaked out so much so that he wanted to go home early!!! HAHA BOB epic phail much?!
after training, went to clementi with cc for lunch. ate subway and he called me fat again D: HAHAHAHA ... :x but it's alright i guess? i know my self esteem is rather low, but i guess i could get used to getting called fat, since it sort of motivates me to like lose weight! HAHA(:
owells, i'm starting my diet regime again. since examinations are over, i'm not so stressed as before which equals to less tendency of eating more, which means i have lesser hunger pangs! YAY!(:
and i think i should start gyming seriously now. since i like cheerleading a lot, and cheerleading requires a lot of sacrifice, i guess the effort i put will equals to the progress i make outside ...
like what kyle always tell me, "from that tiny interest you have, develop it into passion ... from passion, you will find the strength to sacrifice and endure the pain ... and with pain, process gain and finally, with gain you will a sense of satisfaction ... passion exudes from satisfaction and the whole cycle runs again ..."
what he says really does make a lot of sense and i'm sure that if i am passionate enough about cheerleading, i'm sure i will be able to make the sacrifices needed(: 加油vanessa! :D
i'm sure to put that piece of advice close to my heart that whenever i'm depressed or demotivated, i'm sure that it will help me lift my spirits up!(: thanks kyle!! :D:D
so even if i'm a slow learner, or even if i'm not talented, i still want to try my best and nothing is going to push me down!! :D:D
after lunch, me and cc went home, thus we separated ways.
well, since time was late and i couldn't get home in time to bathe and change for church, i thought that maybe i should just buy my stationaries needed for school and find the book i've always been looking for!(:
thank goodness my father did not lock the main door, or else i'm like so screwed since nobody was at home and i would be stranded outside! D: so i went home, took a nice long bath and enjoyed the entire house to myself.
i hate being all alone, but sometimes when i'm deep in though, i find that being alone is the best. and i realised that these few days, i've been thinking a lot ... about my life, about relationships with friends and all the different whatnots.
my mother did say that i'm a rather emotional person, and emotional people normally thinks twice more than a normal average person. know why? because people like me are always letting our emotions run our actions, and when our emotions burst, it blurs our clear conscious which means we are not able to process our thoughts properly. that's why i lose my temper pretty quickly or i cry a lot to let out my anger or sadness. and when that happens, i guess all hell breaks loose?? HAHA(: AND yes, my mother says my second language is crying because that's what i seem to do most of the time ... D: haha.
so anyways i'm like super hungry now!!!! RAWR.
somebody feed me! hahaha. ohyea i feel so happy with myself that i managed to file up nicely all my school notes so that i do not have to fumble through my entire bag just to find it :D:D:D YAY ME!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
feel so satisfied with myself! heehee(:
RIGHT, so after church svc, i met cc at tampines mrt station to have our dinner together!(: heehee. first stop was popular to buy my file to continue filing my notes! HAHAHA :D then at popular, i saw aunty ralim lehh! omgg such a small world ... she was shocked to see me too! hahahaha, then she saw cc! OMGGG! PAISEH MUCH!!! x.x haha.
anyways i bought this baby pink file which costs like super super super cheap! OMG unbelievable!!!!!!! :D
cc and i went to kopitiam after much discussing of where to eat since we were like trying to get the opposite party to decide to eat! HAHA we even played scissor-paper-stone to see who wins and gets the right to choose the place to eat! HAHA(: in the end, i chose kopitiam even when cc won! :P
i ate japanese food again! OMG LURVES! {♥}
salmon and katsu bento! two-in-one!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! hahaha :D:D:D:D:D cc had some taiwan noodles which was super super super hot! its like after eating it, he was like sweating all over!! HAHAHA. i guess its really true when he says that people can lose weight while eating chili.. :3
after dinner, we went to coldstorage as cc wanted to see what he could for my family tomorrow as he's going to meet my family for the very first time!!! *squeals*
heehee. he wanted to get my family some wine, but my family already has a lot of wine ... which we can't seem to finish ... HAHAHA so i thought perhaps get mercy chocolates since my mother loves them a lot!(: hahaha. my family is nuts about chocolates... especially mercy! and its been a while since we last ate, so why not? heehee(:
after that, cc fetched me home again and i decided to get a drink from 7-11, who knew you could learn new things from 7-11? because i sure did!! HAHAHA(: i learned stuff about peppermint etc etc! HAHAHA AWESOME :3 then later on, we went to sat under the playground once again :D:D
well there was something different about cc today ... he smelt different ... he smelt NICE! there's this super super super sweet-smelling aura emitting from him today ... i'm like totally addicted to it!!!! its like those super sweet smell that just gets you high, in a way that you feel like you're on ecstasy! i mean like .. WOW! :3
heehee. its like i can't stop myself from smelling cc *sniffsniff* then WOW again!(: hahahahahahahaha. but time always seem to go past quicker whenever i'm with him, so its like one blink of an eye, and cc has to go .. NOOOOO!! my sweet smelling cc!! D: hahaha. cc said it feels like i'm a vampire, keep targetting his neck .. but it really smells super super nice!!! :D:D:D heehee!
anyways, i'm like super looking forward to tomorrow!
studying with yongli, kenrick and bob in the morning at bugis macs before meeting cc to meet my family!! :D heehee, i'm totally excited for it but can tell that cc is super nervous about it...
宝贝 别担心啦！我知道我的家人会喜欢你的！不要紧张okay(: 哈哈 我会在你的身边不停地鼓励 不停地支持你的 所以别想那么多了！:3 我的大傻瓜 我会永远爱你的！哈哈 加油哦！要记得spray perfume而穿好看一点！哈哈 抱抱 亲亲！爱爱你小冬瓜！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
well, that's all i'm going to post for today! :D
toodles!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!(:
hi♥, 