Hi all! I'm so sorry I have not been updating my blog for sooooooooooooooooooo long, and once again it is all because I'm super busy with my work and stuff.

And to some of my friends here who have been wishing me well for my Alvl results, thank you so much! I really appreciate it, but I'm not going to go to a University here anymore. Hubby has told me about his plans for the both of us and if everything were to go well, I would be off to American by the end of this year latest. If I were to sign up for a local University, I probably would go for a few months before quitting school and flying off to American which is quite a waste of money actually ... So instead of here, I'm thinking of sitting for SATS over there in American. Hubby has told me that we are most probably going to New York, and for the time being now, I would have to do some research to see what sort of University there in New York or near New York.

I know I've told many of you that going off to American would not be any time soon, but Hubby is already preparing his documents, bank statements and whatnot to apply for a Visa there. So like I said, if everything goes well, I would be there sooner than expected. At the same time, Hubby told me that I do not have to apply for any Visa as we would be getting engaged in the May and I can just get a long-term pass along with his Visa.

Well, I have not exactly told my parents in detailed, but they know that I am thinking of going to USA. My parents are quite against me going off with Hubby to USA and they told me quite strongly that they would not sponsor me if I'm not going there for studies. So I guess telling them that I'm taking SATS there would ease their mind slightly. :P After all, I would not mind joining an American Cheerleading school team! Hahaha, even though I will be the lowest of noobs there, watching them do their twists and turns in mid-air while I'm like cartwheeling my way around. Hahaha.

But talking about this, really makes me think a lot ... I'm probably going to miss so many people: my family members, all my closest friends, my students ... and I guess I would miss living in Singapore.

It's like at night I would have different feelings about Hubby's plan. I know I can't live without him in my life and I am damn sure that long-distance relationship never lasts long, especially when Hubby is going off for a very long time. Then again, I don't know if I can go knowing that I won't see my family for a very long time. It is balancing my family and Hubby on a scale and I can only choose one. Of course if I were to go there and study, my parents are more than happy to send me away, but I will still be homesick. Hell I got homesick even when I was camping in school! Wtf right? D:

It is like my previous love-life all over again ... when my ex had to go off to Italy/Britain for his business trip and I couldn't go because I had Olvls, because of that, we broke up and ironically became good friends.

BUT, I don't want to be good friends with Hubby ... I want to be his lover forever :(

So before I officially made my trip to USA, I am going to enjoy every moment here in Singapore and squeeze out every time I have for my family members. It is just to say that I am going to miss my past 20 years of living here in Singapore .. :)