After doing some thinking, I've decided to clear the air about myself.
I know that some times I might be really bitchy/pissy .. Or maybe that is MOST of the time! Haha, don't worry, I'm aware of that ... And I know I do talk/gossip/bitch a lot, but the undeniable fact is that ... I LOVE TO TALK :) To friends, family, and Babee. So this is just to clear the air about the different ways that I engage people ....

Of course I talk to my family in a very easy-going kind of way because it is with loved ones whom I've lived with for about 19years, and they know all my goods and bads, so I get to talk to them like this because they know me the best. Naturally there will be an air for respect for those who are older than me in my family, because as a younger one, I have to make sure that I am being respectful towards them. For my younger brother (& sometimes elder brother), ah heck, I just crap with him(them) .. LOL.

For my friends, I am pretty easy-going too! I love to crack jokes, just talk about random stuff under the sun and well yes sometimes bitch about the school/world/anything! There are a few awesome friends whom I can just share everything and anything with, and they listen very well and even they themselves have a few stories to share which makes conversing with them so much fun! (: There are some friends whom I will take slight note of my diction and speech because I might not be so close to them and I rather maintain this kind of friendship instead of making it awkward.

Then there is my Babee ... where he has seen almost as much as my family members do! Like my bitchy side, my super damn pissy mood, my monthly PMS-es, my happy side, my SUPER enthu attitude and of course my bo-chap attitude too. So towards him, I am more open with more to share with him - like how much I hate part of the world etc. I also have times when I make sure that I force him to share stuff about his day and work so that I can get to know him more. HAHA, so basically he knows a lot about me; of course not ALL.

Other than these few groups of friends, I have the acquaintances. These people are people whom I've met on the forums, tumblr, penpals from a long time ago, gaming buddies, some even met on the street, basically people whom I don't hang out much with. First of all, I would never add them on facebook until they add me, and even so, I don't really look at their profiles/information because I find it weird to like 'stalk' people I don't know very well on facebook. So yes, I know that in the internet world, I'm like super nice and I always love making a few extra friends here and there, but please do not mistake my intentions! I AM NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE!! In the internet world, the way I speak is really different, I am formal, I make sure that I show the other party some respect and I definitely speak in proper English with no slang whatsoever. For example, in forums, I jump from thread to thread looking for some nice conversation to squeeze myself in. And I will write down my reply to the thread as formal as possible + I will make sure that my tone is nice and friendly. Just because of this, I've realised that many people in the different forums would add me and start wanting to get to know me more. Don't mistake me, that is a good thing, I am fine knowing a few more people around the world, but when their intentions get really drifted off, I get somewhat scared/pissed.

Alright, a more detailed explanation. There was this guy whom I've met on some forum last year, not a Singapore-based forum, so basically people from all over the world participate in it. And I remembered commenting on some thread which the guy had broken up with his girlfriend and find it really hard to cope with life. So I just comfort him a little, as I've been through heartaches and breaks. And I normally don't reply with just one line/sentence, I write a whole paragraph on it to show that I care and not because I want to up my forum points ...... Anyways! I tried to comfort to the best of my abilities and when that is done, I continued to other threads. It so happened that at night, this guy went to my profile and got my email address, and from there, he added me on MSN. At first I thought it was perfectly fine, since he seems to need help, so I continued talking to him through MSN. Then I found out he was from Singapore as well! Hooray! Then after a few days, he added me on facebook. I still felt it was alright since many people add people they don't know on facebook just for status ... LOL. Well here comes the rather bad part, he was a FREAK. He took all my pictures on facebook and practically showed them to his friends .. LIKE WTH. And then he started asking me weird stuff on MSN/facebook chat/PM .. saying how would I feel if I had sex with a guy I totally don't know. Ahems* Don't mind me saying this .. but WTF?! I was quite defensive at that time and just explained to him that I would only have sex with my husband after marriage, then he went on to ask me really disgusting + disturbing questions .. That was the last straw and I blocked him on ... basically everywhere. LOL. I thought it was over but guess what? He was not the first one, the next few were pretty bad as well but I dare not elaborate it here on my blog. What I don't get is why act so nice at the beginning and then show your freaking true colours and totally spoil my impression at the end?! Seriously. I hate people like this who keep thinking that I love them and they want to be my boyfriend ... I thought perhaps back then when I didn't have a boyfriend, people like these would naturally target the single ones, but NO!! I was wrong. Even now, after having a boyfriend, those irritating hormones-driven people would still come knocking on my cyber door. Like wth. AND I MADE IT SUPER CLEAR I'M ALREADY ATTACHED. BUT OH NO, they don't want to take a hike. Of course I don't want to drag my Babee into the mess so I don't tell him, but I'm guessing he would know after reading this post .. Sorry Babee! But don't worry! I still love you lots muacks! Hahaha.

Right, so anyways, I've seriously had enough with this kind of crap, so I've decided to ignore people like this for as long as I live. Desperate people, hormones-driven psychopaths are probably not suitable boyfriend candidates so maybe that is why they keep targeting gullible girls. Yes I know I am, but I thought that they needed help, that's why I don't mind talking to them and lending them a listening ear, but when they keep asking for sexual favours, NO THANK YOU. You can go to hell for all I care ^^. I hope these people will read this post and LEAVE ME ALONE WITH MY BOYFRIEND!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tyvm.

So right, after that super long post, I'm now heading off to have my snack and study later on. Hahaha (:

Loving Cheerleading and Baby with No Boundaries {♥}