" Like totally :) "

The highlight of this week's activities would be none other than my darling 女儿birthday! :) It fell on the 28th October, however, we decided to use Wednesday Cheer training to celebrate her birthday! Whees~ Heehee. We had it settled at Jiayu's condo where we could use the Bbq pit there.

First stop, I met Yugene(Avatar) at Vivo City where we bought the food for the bbq party. 宝贝took out about $100 from his wallet to help sponsor the stuff first. We met around 1plus and we quickly made our way to Giant to get the stuff. We had lots and lots of meat, and Yugene was just mad about his hotdogs. He bought like so many packets of hotdogs and about 2bags of chicken. It was hell of a lot of meat! Haha. I wanted to buy my shiitake, but 宝贝didn't let me buy it! T.T sadness. We spent about $70+ for the food and had no more money left for the cake ... So we decided to just set off for Jiayu's house. We took a straight bus there and met Joseph at the busstop. He brought us up to Jiayu's house and he was super hilarious. Her house was on a hill and Joseph kept complaining about it. Haha EPIC. By the time we reached, it was about 4plus and Jiayu's grandmother helped us marinate the chicken with her own special recipe which was JUST MAD DELICIOUS! :D Amazing stuff I tell ya. Coco (Jiayu's dog) was super adorable! Omgosh. It's like sooooooo cute. It was super hyper and kept wanting me to pat it. Haha. Awwwww :P I want a dog like this manz! A mini-poodle! :)

Jiayu went to fetch Jerry and Bob from Bukit Batok Mrt and they arrived around 5plus. We slacked around for a while and I ate my favourite prawn crackers! Love~! Haha :) So we left for the bbq pit around 6.15pm and we tried to start the fire. Joseph was the main chef and I took some awesome pictures! Hoho :)



A few of us started eating since we were famished and then 宝贝called to execute his plan in tricking Vivian to Jiayu's house. He told Jiayu to switch off her phone as he would tell Vivian that something happened to Jiayu and instead of having training, they would go to Jiayu's house to check up on her. Janice and Emerson were already at SP, waiting for Vivian and laying out the mats to make it seem more realistic. So 宝贝rushed down from his workplace in a cab and called Vivian telling her of the 'dire news'. The plan worked out beautifully. The 3 of them quickly hopped into the cab 宝贝was in and they rushed down to Jiayu's house. At that time, Jiayu and her sister went to buy vv's cake while the rest of us continued cooking the food. Jiayu managed to reach her house earlier so she could prepare the cake upstairs. When vv arrived, we all hid behind this huge pot of plant and when she walked right into our 'trap', we all popped out and surprised her! Haha it was super fun! :) And vv was shocked too! Yay! Our plan worked! :D :D :D 宝贝went upstairs to change his clothes first before we joined them in continue bbq-ing the food. All in all, it was super fun and we took a lot of pictures too! Of course there were like super a lot of unglam pictures of me T.T haha but heck!

Ohright! Jiayu's house was like super cool! You have to take a lift up to her unit number and the moment you stepped out of the lift, you are in her house! Awesome right?! Omgosh :) Heehee. Super cool.

Well, I've gained a new nickname since then, they started calling me the Marshmellow lady or Marshmellow 姐姐because I only ate like marshmellows throughout the entire bbq because it was super nice and even Janice got addicted to it! Haha :)



Of course there are a lot more pictures to show, but I look super unglam in most of them, so I shall not put them here. Hahaha :P All the pictures are up in FB! :) Most of them are in Janice's photobooth :) Heehee.

It was an awesome night! Our surprise worked out and everything fell into place :) I had lots and lots of fun! And so did my daughter :D Haha. All of us enjoyed ourselves and I'm just so happy to have celebrated Vivian's birthday. Super honoured to have met her during POS; as she is a great inspiration to me especially during cheerleading. This adorable little girl loves hugging people and encouraging them no matter the situation is. She is just full of confidence and is always bursting of energy and laughter. It is always a joy to have her during trainings because she knows how to brighten anybody's day up! :) Because of her, I am more motivated to do better in cheerleading and she surely has a bright future ahead of her with her positive nature. We all love you Vivian and we wish you all the best in your passions in life, your future and your goals. You are indeed a joy in our lives and you are the best daughter anybody could have! :D Heehee. I love you!

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" Nothing personal :) "

Today is the BIG day! I hope everything goes smoothly. Heehee. Going to go out any time soon to meet with the Avatar(Yugene) and Bob, after his school ends. Omgosh. I'm like shaking in my knees whenever I think about it. Gosh gosh gosh. I need to think of rainbow ponies and unicorns to make myself calm down ... Gah.

Anyways, yesterday Baobei and I went to Marina Square again to squander our vouchers. LOL. And I wore heels! Guess what?! I think I'm getting used to it because the last time I wore tho grey heels, it took me one hour to start feeling the pain. As for yesterday, about 3 hours passed before I started feeling the pain. Heehee :) We ate at Billy Bombers and their honey chicken was just superb! Baobei said that it was much nicer than KFC (LIKE DUH!) as their chicken was more soft, tender and juicy. Once more we had difficulty finishing our meal and Baobei took the courage to finish the last piece. Haha. We walked around shopping and looking for stuff. First stop was Promod, wanted to buy some blouse but we realised how flop the shop was so we didn't buy in the end. Instead we went to Zara and got another blouse from there! :) Super super super kawaii~! Baobei kept wanting to buy a coat from Zara because he thought it looked down right cool. I admit it DOES make him look handsome! :D Later we went to Topshop and I kept debating with myself on which blouse to buy. Both look super chio, but Baobei only preferred one of those blouses.. I'm like so tempted to buy both! LOL. In the end, I didn't get the blouse but I'm definitely sure that I want the hot pants, perhaps the navy blue selection since Baobei also liked that one. LOL. We continued shopping, had a pitstop at Macs and we also went to PUMA. Baobei wanted to buy a bag there for training but then he said that the more he looked at it, the more he didn't like it. So we didn't get it. Haha. I wanted to get this super chio bag for my shoes, but then Baobei said that getting it just for shoes was quite wasted. So I didn't get it either. Major Lolz. We left Marina Square around 8plus and went to Tampines1 Topshop because I've already somewhat made my decision which blouse to buy. Unfortunately, the blouses there were out of stock! WTH manz. So in the end we took the bus home, and Baobei shoulder-sit me all the way back home! Haha. My amazing boyfriend :) Heehee.

Time is passing faster than I thought. LOL. Gotta go get ready to go out soon! :)
Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" It's not what I feel for you; It's what I don't feel for anyone but you ... "

Yesterday was a blast :) Haha. I had super lots of fun. Well, for the entire morning/afternoon, I spent my time wisely ... at verydemotivation.com. Looking through tons of super hilarious pictures. Haha. I found a few favourites but of course I won't be posting up here. Just go to that website and you can stay there for hours! I tell ya. HOURS! :) I left the house around 5pm and asked my dad to sent me to the nearest mrt station. Well, he sent me to Pasir Ris in fear that I wouldn't get a good seat. LOL I love my dad for being so epic :P So I Patapon-ed my way to Dover. Kenrick was super funny. He reached SP like super super early with Bob and when I arrived at SP, the both of them were debating which one shall carry another 10 more mats. Then Bob said that Kenrick should carry because he arrived earlier than Kenrick, but Kenrick said otherwise. They kept saying they were earlier but was just in the toilet ... or something like that ... hmmmmz.

Janice got lost in SP -.-" HAHA. And Kenrick went to fetch her. Later, Vivian came as well. Then with the 5 of us gathered, we played Scissors Paper Stone to see who shall get the mats with Bob. In the end, it was me ................................................. Shucks. So Bob and I went to get the green mats. Since Baobei was late due to work, we played one round of Monopoly. I ended the game quite early since it was in my favour! Hohoho. Vivian ended 2nd and then Janice. So it was a showdown between Bob and Kenrick. The both of them wouldn't give up! They kept sabotaging each other till no end ... Omg. Then the 3 girls decided to do warm up first. We ran the stairs and on our last round, our trainer came. LOL. First thing he asked me when he arrived was whether I brought his slippers. Omg lahs Baobei! Haha. We girls ran another 3 more rounds around the gym while the guys just ran the stairs. Tsktsk. After the normal stretching, warmup, Baobei decided to go straight into stunts. We did B-toss basics again, up to extension. Kenrick was super funny. I kept falling, so he told me that I needed encouragment through instalments. So he told everybody to shake my hand, and when I went up, everything was fine! :) HAHA. The second time was the same too. LOL. EPIC. So I guess shaking hands do work! After that we did some toss-to-hand height test. It was like continuous and all of us were just ... OMG TIRED.

Later was the stretching part. OMG. How I dreaded this part because Baobei has a new method of stretching thanks to Gusto's gymnastic coach. Vivian was up first. No matter how hard Baobei pushed her, she was like very calm and cool. She is just TOO awesome. Haha. I'm so proud of my 女儿!!! Then it was Kenrick's turn. Like OMG, Baobei was just merciless. He just pushed Kenrick with no regards to him almost screaming out in pain. Ohright, Bob left early (that sneaky twit), and Yugene came and took his place. Everybody had to hold there for 5mins. Not a very easy task alright! Later it was Janice, and she was awesome too! She already could do a center split 180degrees! Amazing right! :) Next it was my turn. Omgzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ... almost died within the first 2mintues. But the last 3minutes seemed alright ... I guess because my legs were numb already ... LOL. Ohright, my mother called me when I was stretching and I had to muffle my cries so that she won't think too much into it. HAHA. During the entire stretch, Yugene was given the job of fanning us with the mat. Haha. It does help to calm ourselves down, according to how Janice and I felt! :) After stretching, we quickly put the mats back in place as my dad was already in SP, and he fetched Baobei and I home! :D YAY. Free ride home~~~~~!

At home, we had our dinner. PIZZA. Omgosh. Fats. Haha. Because my elder brother visited us once more, so my mother ordered something special to commemorate :) Yayness. After dinner, it was the usual ... Patapon 2 and Facebook! Haha. One thing I kept saying to Bob was that he would shit bricks. Hahaha! And he kept giving me the 'LAME' look, and he kept saying 'orgasmic'.. WTH. Such a perverse mind ...

Today I will be going shopping with Baobei again, since the other time I conveniently forgot to bring the vouchers. LOL. Can't wait to get new stuff! HAHA wut ... I wonder what's for dinner ... hmmmmz. :)

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" save your heart for someone who cares ... "

Because seriously. When everything comes boiling down, your heart is the most vulnerable. Since opening up your heart was probably the first step everybody would have done when they trust someone completely. Save your thoughts for someone who truly understands and cares.

Been up and about during friday+weekends :) At least I do not have to let myself rot slowly at home, in my room ... Baobei has been hounding me to eat at CafeCartel for quite some time then. So we decided we should go and have dinner there on Friday! Decided to shop too since we have got to use our vouchers, unfortunately Forgetful Me walked out of the house unknowingly and bam, when I reached the Mrt, I realised I forgot to bring. Omg. Fail much? Went to Topshop to inquire about my membershipcard, they told me they still haven't gotten it ready. Madness. How slow/inefficient can they be? Anyways, that aside, when I walked out of Topshop, Baobei called me and told me he just finished work. So I hopped onto the Mrt and buzzed my way to Cityhall. He arrived first and gosh it was mad crowded as it was Friday evening. We made our way to Marina Square where we had some difficulty finding CafeCartel. LOL. But we managed to find it thanks to my brillance! :D We bought two different dishes which we shared. First was our salad.

The gravy was mouthwatering. Like omgosh ;) Of course before that, we spammed the free flow of bread till no end! Hahaha oops. The salad was awesome; the vegs were fresh + the sauce, it had a slight tinge of sourness which went really well with the whole salad. We ordered their Pork specials too! :) The one which Baobei has been craving for till no end! Haha. The portions were massive! Even Baobei couldn't finish it! Can you believe it?

Pardon me for the blurry images because my hands were shaking a lot while taking the pictures. LOL. We ate and ate and ate and when we finished it, we were like FULL TO THE MAX :S Of course our date did not end just yet! We walked around the mall looking at stuff which we would consider buying the next time when I remember to bring the vouchers. Saw a lot of nice stuff which we thought of buying and yes, I felt like buying some shorts/skinnyjeans. Since I lack good shorts at home. Hahaha. I saw a few beautiful selections at Topshop and Zara :) Omg. And I saw Beta at Topshop with her mother. I was just shocked. Totally. Me and Baobei went quickly into hiding and I just hoped she didn't see me. Omg. The funny thing was that Baobei commented that the girl looked like Beta, just that her nose was even bigger ... but the girl he saw was totally Beta ... -.-" Haha. When we were done browsing through for the day, Baobei treated me to his favourite drink at Starbucks. It was some Hot Green Tea Latte, with a lot of bubbles! :) Super nice. Even after I scorched my tongue for drinking too fast, I still wanted more!!!! It was just THAT awesome :P

Anyways, here are more pictures we took on Friday :)

That concludes our date! :)

On Saturday:
I WENT CHURCH RAWR :) Hahaha. Ohright, in the morning Baobei and I were supposed to have breakfast with my mother and my grandparents, however we were unable to wake up! LOL. Supposed to wake up around 7am, but we woke up at 12noon! Like Omg. My mother had already bought breakfast and lunch. So we ate 2in1! :P Haha. We played Patapon2 throughout the afternoon :x and then we went to church together. Baobei keeps thinking that we will be late, but my dad fetched us there which made us arrive just in time! Hehheh. Leyon gave me prezzies which he bought for me during his trip to JAPAN! Omg. JEALOUS TTM! The stuff he got me were like my faves and he also gave me his StarOcean 4 game for Xbox360, even when I already had one myself ............ Haha. Thanks Leyon! :)
After church, my dad fetched us to Tamipines Mall where we settled our own dinner :) Had our usual 酿豆腐. It was made of pure goodness! However, the soup is super unhealthy. SO never drink finish the soup! D: We walked around Tampines for awhile before heading back home!

OnSunday:
Baobei had to go to the airport to fetch his students, so I met up with Zongda at Payalebar after his PW nonsense. Haha. We reached SP rather early and we managed to catch a glimpse of Gusto training camp with Taiwan Cheerleading Team Monsters. There was this flyer from Monsters who was super cute!!!!! But Zongda thought otherwise because he said that the flyer just looked like a Japanese which was pretty average .. :( POUTS* But she was super cute lahs! Haha. Since Gusto training was taking place, we moved the mats to the Auditorium when Baobei showed up! :) Heehee. After shifting the mats, we began with the usual running/stretching. Did Btoss basics and Gladiator for Cheer. So fun :) After cheer, we all head down to Clementi for dinner where Baobei and I left early to go home.

Well at least my weekends were just solely on Patapon2! Hahaha :P It's good to exercise once in a while etc etc ... :) Ohyea and Baobei is starting on his dieting regime today! I'm accompanying him as well. Haha. And I've cut down on my food intake as well since I noticed my weight being rather stagnant for the past few days :( Jiayous Baobei! Whatever happens, I'm here for you! :D

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters ... who
never did and who always will ... "

I think I already have a clear list of who really does matter to me the most and those whom I don't give a shyte about. Sad. But yea Shit Happens.

This morning I had a weird dream. Baobei woke me up before he went to work and I went back to sleep. That was when I had this extremely weird dream. It was a major mixture - Glee + Past Friends + random mashes of different people in my life. My school was some elite school which everybody there was some rich kid, and we had a somewhat mansion-like school. Then I remembered I was a daughter of some Mafia Leader in the Underground Society. And my boyfriend was the son of another Mafia Leader. Even though it sound ridiculous, my father make it necessary for me to carry guns hidden in my uniform. So its like I hid those guns under my skirt. LOL. Can you believe it? :P Then the school had some major celebration which all classes had to take part in. So I had to help up with some decorations. I met Finn from GLEE. LOL Who was super worried about his Big Game which was starting in a few minutes. And I actually went to console him and encouraged him about his Big Game. OMG. Surprisingly he won the big game and the whole school was like super elated. I also remembered this small girl whom I've made friends with during the preparation of the Celebration. She was super cute and she kept sticking with me like 24/7. Adorable ttm. After school, some white limousine picked me up from school and sent me home which was this HUGE mansion! Like omg. And guess who is my father?! HAHA. It was Kyle. SHIZZLE. He kept nagging at me about my results etc etc and I felt like grabbing the guns to shoot him in the head. Haha :P Then out of a sudden I had to return to school to help out with the decorations again. So I went back and helped out this really weird guy from my class. He is like somewhat psycho and kept talking to himself. Talk about freaky much. And I met the small girl again! :) Heehee. And I carried her around the school. Then suddenly strange things kept happening around and to protect the small girl, I had to shoot all those weird weird monsters appearing from nowhere. Hmmmmz. Weird much? Haha.

I guess that was when I stopped dreaming because I can't remember what happened next :P SUCH AN EPIC DREAM. It's like ahems* Haha. But I guess the funny thing was that I dreamt I was some daughter of a Mafia Leader. OMGOSH. Haha I don't mind actually since I get to live a rather extraordinary life :) Perhaps, sometimes I wish my life was filled with such adventures. Haha to be a daughter of some Mafia Leader is like WOAH. Haha :P But of course one thing I have to emphasize is that those are just FANTASY DREAMS - which will never come true. Like being able to meet Finn from Glee is probably never going to happen in this lifetime. And being a daughter of a Mafia Leader is like ... hmmmmz. Since I'm already a daughter of a Senior Engineer in SMRT. HAHA :P And KYLE can't be my DAD!! Haha. That would be a nightmare :S Haha.

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" same shit , different day ... "

To have to face the same SHIT, every single day is like suicide for me. I've had it. Seriously. Worries that clouds my heart, and nonsense that cloaks my mind ... Even when I need someone near me to be there for me, sometimes I find no one. Perhaps this is what I have to every day when I get older, but I guess for now, there is this thin thread of hope which I'm desperately trying to cling on to .. No matter what.

Yesterday had cheerleading practise. Before that, I went out shopping with Adeline! :) Yepyep. It was quite a last minute arrangement but it worked out well, unfortunately, I had to carry like two heavy bags because I had to carry Baobei and my cheerleading attire and shoes. Like OMG. HEAVY LIKE SHIT MANZ. And we shopped for like 5hours straight! Haha omg. My feet were already killing me. Adeline saw a lot of stuff which she liked and I'm just glad I was able to help her get her Korean craze! I saw stuff which I wanted to get for Sunday's Sentosa trip, but I was just informed this morning that it was cancelled, so thank goodness I didn't buy any! :P I left Bugis around 6pm, and took the train to Dover! Thank goodness the train had empty seats! :) Heehee. When I arrived at Dover, Baobei called me to help him get his dinner. So I made a U-turn to the canteen and bought him his chicken chop. I got myself some soya bean with pancake! Heehee. Did the usual PT/warmup before we started training stunts. Did B-toss basics and stretching! ZOMG. Had Gusto gymnastic coach helped out with the stretching and omggg, when I saw him stretch Vivian, I was like super scared of him. It looks freaking painful, but Vivian felt alright. She is just that awesome! Haha :) I'm so proud of my daughter! Hahaha :P

After cheerleading, took the train back home with Baobei and had our 酿豆腐... After dinner we went home and I was hungry again! Omg. And I ate another apple pie. I swear I'm going to get fat if I continue eating like this :( SO today, STRICT DIET! Hahaha :P

Anyways, just a side note for all guys who have girlfriends. Always make sure you treasure the time you have with your girlfriends, no matter what. Because if they find joy in other guys' company, then that basically means you're pretty much effed up. Too bad, so sad, that's the end.

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" i am learning that change is good ... "

Indeed. Changes are inevitable, and depending on the situation itself, people either hate it or love it. It is quite sad when one doesn't know how to adapt oneself to the changes admist the busy lifestyle, and will probably suffer the most under the immense pressure he/she faces.

Anyways, putting that aside, I've got to update what I did yesterday! :) Went to Lavender to meet with Baobei at the ICA building because he is helping his students with their VISAs, if I'm not wrong. The security guards there really scared me, because they all have this stern look on their faces like this : ... no smiles no nothing? :S I didn't have to stay there long, after a while, they settled their stuff, and Baobei brought me to CityHall because he wanted to buy his Crumpler. The one he wanted to get was like HUGE (MASSIVE)! And it will probably make him look smaller because the bag is just so darn BIG. We saw another design which sort of went with a Vintage look, and it looks awesome! Baobei found it nice too, but then this bag didn't have many compartments in it, compared to that OVERSIZED one we saw before. In the end, Baobei decided he needed more time to think about it. Yes, buying things on impulse is wrong! BAD! No good! Haha :P We dropped by at Topshop and I saw the shorts I desperately wanted to buy, of course I've been thinking a lot about it as well, since I told myself I needed to save $$$$.

We made our way to SP, and got our semi-dinner there! We shared a plate of chicken chop because before that, Baobei already chomped on 2 double cheeseburgers from Macs. Omg. I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER eat at Macs again after watching, SUPERSIZED ME - where the guy freaking ate Macs for 1whole month! My god. If I'm not wrong, he put on about 50% of his body weight! Which means that his final weight was something like 150% of his original weight before he started eating Macs. FREAKY. And if I ever gained that much weight, I will probably kill myself. Yes thank you very much. Putting that aside, we went to T11a to see Gusto training! :) GO YEAR2s! Heehee. Frankly speaking, I don't really like most of the YEAR1s, because they seem really proud and no sense of respect. However, the YEAR2s and 3s are like GODLY. They are seriously really really good :) Heehee. 佩服佩服*bows* We started our pt first by running the stairs around 3 times and running another 5 rounds. It felt good! :) Haha. Afterwards, we waited for Vivian to finish her running before we started with our warmup/PT. When it came to stretching, Baobei and Vivian both had to stretch me at once. Like omg. Pain like shit. Haha but the second time wasn't that bad ... WARM UP IS IMPORTANT. We did some minor PT around the abs and hands when Jiayu and Joseph came! :) Heehee. It's been a real long time since I last saw Jiayu and Joseph (the JJ couple). From then onwards, we practised some partner stunts. Did walk-to-hand and tried to stabilize myself up there, but I would always tend to lean backwards or put more weight on one side of my foot. ARGH. Why is it so hard to balance?!?!?! Hahaha :P Vivian did a few toss-to-hands cupie. Super awesome :D Joseph tried to do his stuff too, but then he kept saying that he was old because its been a while since he last trained too. Haha. But with Baobei's help, he managed to do one successful single-lib! :) YAY!! We ended around 9pm and we went home for dinner.

Baobei bought Coke from Macs first before heading home for dinner. When I was bathing, he cooked up an awesome 杯杯面(cup noodles!) with egg. Super awesome. I ate a lot yesterday manz. GUILTY PLEASURE................................. :( Haha, but today Baobei and I are all out on losing weight thus the dieting. He is just going to eat one cup of noodles for lunch today, which seems really difficult for him since today is going to be a rough day for him. One whole day of work, and then cheer up till 9plus before he gets to eat another meal. Ouch... Go Baobei! So anyways, I hope my performance during today cheer training will improve since yesterday I was SO NOT ON FORM :( I need to be better!!! :) Haha.

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" just breathe ... "

That's what I need right now. Just breathe. Just chill. Just take a sidestep rest. Just relax. Just have faith. GP results are out, and I'm really disappointed. I've no idea whether I will pass or not for my overall GP results, and I'm hoping I will. Because without GP, it's just another blackhole waiting to suck me in. Enough with the depressing stuff already! I thank all the people around me encouraging me even if its just a hand on the back, a hand on the head, or just smiling at me, hoping I would smile back. A huge thanks go out to them!

Melissa:
Thanks Mel, for just patting my head when I seem really down. That alone was reassuring enough to inform me that I'm not alone. Just that, and I've already feel your presence and your well wishes. You are one bold girl I tell you. Smiling in times of sadness, always looking on the brighter side of life. A true inspiration for all - making sure that the people around you are always smiling, you get the ball rolling by smiling yourself :) You are indeed a true friend.

Vanessa Lim:
Haha Van Lim. You are really a special girl! Not to forget - really funny, high, random etc etc and the list goes on. Thanks for calling me to tell me my results for one of the Literature papers. It was indeed really heart lifting to know that I did well in at least one of the papers. Your randomness and spastic-ness really got me laughing even though I was still feeling down, and it somewhat lifted the depression inside. Thanks for the funny smses you sent me too! Haha that helped a lot too! :)

Bryan:
Dear Ah Heng. Even though you seem rather sad, you still encouraged me, telling me that it will be alright! :) I know its the small thoughts that counts and it really does! I know that despite your troubles not being able to go away, at least you take the effort to try and solve them one by one. I admire you for that and you are indeed a true inspiration to all. I wish you the best in all areas of your life, and talking to you has been a great pleasure.

Zong Da:
One of my closest friends ever, thanks for asking how I did and reassuring that everything will be alright. With you around, I feel much at ease, knowing that you are there for me when I need you, be it in school or in cheer. You have been a really great friend, encouraging me, reassuring me, and of course cheering with me, studying with me etc. Thanks for the smses and I know I can count on you again when studying for the RePapers. Of course, this may sound really early, but ... I will definitely see you in J2! :) Heehee. And we can start mugging for our Alevels.

Last but not least, I want to thank my darling baby 陈诚 :)
Thank you for being there for me 24/7, even when you are at work, you still encourage me and tell me that everything is fine. When I received my results, and I was really sad, you told me not to give myself up and try to find more marks that will help me push my grade up. Despite being busy with work, you still called me to ask how I was doing and asked of my final GP grade. To be able to hear your voice brought ease to my being and I greatly appreciate that :) And you are probably the best coaxer in the world. Every time my mood swings to the extremes, you are always able to get me back to the middle - being happy. Those small hugs and kisses you give me, helps me feel more secured than ever, with that, I am able to calm myself down and think positively. Most of the times, you would always do embarrassing stuff so that you can make me happy, and that alone counts more than anything in the world ... Thank you so much for the sacrifices you have done and the deep encouragement for me when I am in such a dire state. I love you a lot, and you are the best friend, and the best boyfriend for me :)

ALRIGHT.
Putting the depressing mood aside, I am happy to say that today is officially our first self-cheer training! :) Heehee. Yes!!! Most people have finished their Final Year Exams, today's training will be a celebration of that! :) Hahaha. I hope we are able to do some awesome stunts today, and I hope my performance today will be good!!!! :D :D :D Super excited for training later. Heehee. It feels great to be able to sweat it all out - all the unhappiness and depression. Of course I also want to be able to master some crazy stunts :) Hahaha. I guess doing crazy stunts will help get your mind off sad stuff because up there, all you are thinking about is saving your life! And your bases lives of course! Haha, just joking. But really, it does help getting certain stuff off my mind :) So yea! Can't wait for it. Lalalala~

Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" :D "

Yesterday I ate a bit too much mochi/timtams and as a result I've gained one kg. FML. Mygosh. Why can't I have more self-control like Bryan? LOL. Anyways, yesterday met up with Leona! Yes that crazy tall half-Japanese girl from AHS. HAHA :) School ended super early yesterday because Literature was brought forward and I was dismissed at around 11.45am. AWESOME MUCH! I went straight to Tampines Mall to find Leona at Niwa Sushi and we had our lunch there before we went back to my house to studyyyyyy ... You probably have no idea why I'm studying right, since Promos are done and over it :/ Well I'm studying for RePapers. And I need to pass all 3 of them. LOL. That bad ehh? Yes that bad :( Now I have to see my GP results. I hope I passed. I pray I passed. LOL. Well I was actually sleeping most of the time throughout the study session, because I was really tired/exhausted. But Leona pulled through like from 2pm to 5pm. Awesome 3hours :) Her dad came to fetch her afterwards while I went to eat my dinner because I was a tad too hungry :(

Arranging another work out session with the rest soon :) Heehee. It's been a while since we all last worked out, so it's time to let loose! Haha. Hope the turnout is good! Supposed to have gone for Denvers Training today, but baby has to go to the ICA to renew his VISA, and it closes around 12noon, so he left pretty early :( Heehee. When he gets back, I hope we can practise more partner stunts at home. Yes we do stunts at home, because my room is like filled with pillows, so even if I fell, nothing would hurt :D CHEERS.

That's all I'm posting for today. Going to chiong Patapon 2 again! LOL.
Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" shit happens .. "

Applauds to the image above - my exact sentiments right now. Got most of my promo results back, and I'm just disappointed. Nothing much to say/do, but you get the point. I try not to let it get to me, since I have to start mugging for re-papers, thus I've been trying to be oblivious to those dreadful worries. Haven't been doing anything for the past few days actually, just sleeping, slacking and sleeping. Yes I caught up on a lot of sleep so far! :) Yay for me. Of course, I'm trying to catch up on cheerleading as well.

Learnt the basics for round-off and practised jumpings with 宝贝so that we can accomplish our dream of doing toss to hand cupie together. We tried cupie out many times and we succeeded once! It was not a glorious one because it didn't really last very long, but it is a step! Yes, a step to a more perfect cupie. Kenrick and Zongda also trained their strength, tanking my weight. Omg. I know I'm damn heavy but they did awesome in tossing me up. Trying to lose weight on my end here and yes it is difficult, but very rewarding in knowing that I'm another step closer to my dream. Bryan inspired me the other day. He lost a whopping 3kg and I plan to do so too! Currently at 45kg .. stagnant ... but not for long! I'm getting used to my recent diet, as in I can survive with 2slices of bread for lunch! At least its better than not eating at all. Because a person will find it harder to lose weight if one doesn't eat. Haha, learnt this from my doctor. So eating a bit will help to stabilize one's metabolism rate! Skipping breakfast is a bad thing because a healthy breakfast helps to start off one's metabolism rate. So therefore, I have never skipped breakfast ever! Only lunch or dinner :) Plus, having training with my darling helps me to lose weight too! We are trying to squeeze in 2 trainings in a week but have to depend on schedules, plus official cheer trainings, we would have about 4 cheer trainings in a week. And if my baby wants to join Denvers Cheer training, that means we would have 5! Haha. A good way to lose weight too! :D

With that, I'm trying to take my mind of school right now, therefore I occupy myself with other stuff like Cheerleading and Patapon 2. Of course it works, but the effects are only temporary. I mean whenever I go back to school, I start worrying again ... :( Heck, I just want to see my General Paper results, because GP determines everything! Whether I get kicked out of school or able to promote to J2. Scary ain't it? It sure scares the shiz out of me :/ I've determined my schedule for the month. And the one activity dominating my schedule is cheerleading. Haha. Its a good thing! Since I want to improve different areas of cheerleading. So wish me all the best! :P

I'm thinking of whether I should go gym tomorrow with Kenrick. Probably yes, since I want to try running 5km. But I find it harder to run on a treadmail, since I am confined in THAT space, running and running but getting nowhere. So I guess I would probably run around Singapore Polytechnic, but I hope I don't get lost. Sighs* LOL. Perhaps some times I should try meeting up with Terie to run 5km with her because she has been training for some 10km Nike Marathon. She is just amazing I tell you. And Bryan too. Omg. He can run a freaking 10km! Admirable, inspirational and motivating. I need to run too! LIKE PROBABLY NOW. LOL. I guess I shouldn't concern myself with my weight at the moment, but more on my exercising routine. On days I don't have cheerleading trainings, I guess I could make use of the time to visit my old friend - the stadium, and probably run 3km like what I did last time. Thus the thick fat thighs I have right now, which the muscles all turned into fats. My stamina has not fallen, (surprisingly) but my determination has ... which is quite depressing and all. So that's why I need to pick myself up again. I know I am a person of low self esteem. And this needs correcting too. From now onwards, I have to tell myself that "I CAN DO IT. No matter what :) "

Well that's all I'm going to post for today :P Toodles.
Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" I'd go anywhere as long as I'm with you. ♥ "

Wheeees. Blogging time!(: First of all, I'm like super happy I lost another kg making me about 45kg! Omg! Majorrrrr happy. Haha of course, I've got to lose more weight. Anyways on Saturday, stayed at home and spent time with 宝贝and accompanied him to go see his client too! The funny thing was that we cycled there, and when his client called, he said that he was driving. In Chinese, it was like "我现在在驾车..." but he didn't specify what type of vehicle he was driving. LOL. After meeting up with his client, and a few issues to handle at the bank, we went home and continued playing Patapon2. By 3.30pm, we went to get changed and left for church. I wore my new heels and it was more comfortable than the previous one. However, my feet are still not used to it, so I still had to suffer under those blisters.

After church, we went to have our dinner at Tampines. Ate my super awesome 酿豆腐! And continued walking around, of course I was in much pain so we took the bus home. During praise and worship earlier, I took off my heels because it hurt so much! D: Haha. My friend was like telling me how unglam I looked and all, but hey! It really does hurt!! T^T Haha.

Sunday. Supposed to meet Zongda at SP to PT! Unfortunately 宝贝and I arrived like super late and we only had about 1hour to do stuff, since BOB had to leave at 12noon for his PW meeting which was held in school. Madness I tell ya. At first we did a bit of round-off. Of course I was still super CUI. Then Cc had to keep coaching me until I got the basics right. Hahaha. Bob learned like super fast. He was already like half way there! D: Then around halfway through, Cc decided to train stunt; Walk-to-hand. Omg. I kept falling because I didn't lock properly up there. But Cc continued to encourage me while I continued to step on him whenever I couldn't balance up there. LOL 对不起宝贝!一直踩上你英俊的脸... (Don't really know whether I've used the word correctly or not though ...) Then finally I managed to do one nice one. But I kept leaning back D: Of course it has been a while since I last did that, so I guessed I forgot the basics of it all. When Bob left SP, Cc took me back to the basics of locking etc etc. And we did Single-Liberty on the floor - he would lie on the floor while i stand on his palms while he would lift me up. Guess what? We also tried Cupie(on the floor). Well, he isn't used to my weight yet so we did some adjustments such as how I should stand and how he would place his hands so that I balance properly. We did many times before I grab the concept! Yay! I think I did improve a bit :)

We left SP after practising a few more times and went back to Tampines to eat lunch! At the same time, I wanted to get a surprise for Cc, unfortunately he was too stubborn to go home by himself first ... So my surprise didn't work out .. :( Sadness! I bought this chocolate mousse cake for him! It looked super nice on the display so I totally bought it. I planned to get the heart shaped cake at first, but it didn't seem that appetising compared with the chocolate mousse. HAHA :P I gave the cake to him then and there where he was waiting for me and I was really disappointed with myself for not being able to surprise him like how he surprised me on our official 4th Month Anniversary :) LURVES. We went home together and continued playing Patapon2! LOL. I helped Cc update his PSP system and he could use the save data of this super professional Patapon player. CHEATER. Haha. He said something about it being surprising that a girl knows how to meddle with a PSP system. LOL. Joshua taught me a bit and showed me the website of where he learnt it from, and I continued from there! Heehee yayness! For dinner, my mother brought back Japanese food! MAJOR HEARTS!! Haha :) :) :) Of course after dinner, we had our little desert! Took many pictures of it to commenmorate!

The cake was MAD DELICIOUS! Like OMG HEAVEN!! :) We shared with my mother and younger brother until half of the cake was eaten. Yum Yum! Haha all the exercise we did in the morning was for this special cake! Haha :P I was quite sad that we didn't use the candles because I told the auntie to give me 4candles to celebrate our 4th Month! But I guess we were too hyped up about eating the cake that we forgot to use the candles. After eating, we retreated back to our room and continued playing PSP while doing PT! Did situps, leglifts etc :) Time to work those abs out! Hahaha :)

Today. Didn't do much actually. Went to school and attended some communication workshop. It was fun! Haha. Sat with Bryan, Melissa and Teri. The speaker was very engaging and at first we were quite quiet (surprisingly) but afterwards we started to get really noisy and enthusiastic! Sweeyan joined us after the break and we were like unstoppable! Haha. Mad fun! :) Glad I didn't miss this out. Left school around 12.20pm and daddy sent me home! Played PSP again! YES :D haha. Arranged with Zongda and Kenrick for tomorrow's workout at SP :) We are going to hit PT and stunts! I need to practise more on balancing when I'm up there because Cc says that I have a tendency to get quite scared when there is a height difference between doing stunts on the floor and high up there :/ I guess I've got to get used to it and overcome that fear!! GO GO GO! But first and most important would be PT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR. I hope Cc can join us since tomorrow is Gusto's training too. Hmmmm. Haha :)

That's all for today! Toodles~! Going back to play Patapon2 again! :D
Loving Cheerleading and Cc with no boundaries{♥}

" forever and always ♥ ... "

yesterday was a blast. in the morning i woke up around 8.30am to visit the salon with my mother. crazy right?! why so early in the morning?! haha. thats because my mother booked a morning appointment. she said she wanted to get her hair done quickly and go home to make dinner. OMG MADNESS. the salon is at lavender and we had to walk quite a distance before we arrived. lo and behold, there were already people there. we didn't have to wait long before it was our turn. mine was basically conditioning my hair and maintaineance. my mother went to dye her hair again .. LOL :( of course if she constantly dyes her hair, her hair would spoil quicker, so she also went to maintain her hair. finished around 12noon. then we went back to tampines where we visited topshop!(: heehee. i showed my mother the pair of heels i wanted, and the first thing she said was "the heels are nice, but don't you think the colour grey is for aunties?" I WAS STUNNED. omgggggg. that totally made me hesitate whether i should get the heels. but anyways, after a long decision, i decided to. since because i was a member, i got 15% discount on that special day! :D heehee yay! so the heels were super cheap and since me and my mother has the same feet size, i thought if she wanted to wear, she could always try them out(: haha. i'm so going to wear those heels to church on saturday! of course in the morning is PT with zongda and cc at SP, and admirning gusto from the sidelines too! :D

talking about gusto, i accompanied cc to gusto training yesterday(: actually i brought his attire and shoes. hahaha &dinner too! :) omggg. it was super godly. the year2s are really really good. all of them! guys+girls. i was in total awe .. and taufik ... WOAH. this guy is seriously super good. his tumbling is like ... WOW. madd awesome! my heart almost dropped out when i saw him tumble. and yes, i love to see him tumbling. even though i hardly see him in training, i just love to see him tumble because its really beautiful(: anyways, watching gusto train from where i sat, i felt inspired to be as good as them, if can, even better! hahaha. therefore, i must train as hard as them too, and not give up so easily. of course at the end, i saw the coach scolding them too and what cc said was true. it is indeed harsh ... before that, she was talking to me and cc and she seems like a really nice and affable person. this explains why cc behaves so differently during trainings ... i've learnt a super important lesson :P after the whole training, the seniors did their little stunting session. once again, i'm baffled. like they are super good! especially the flyer. she hardly fell and i could see that she fights really hard to stay up there. awesome ttm. the juniors were all staring at the seniors too. hahaha. i was happy to see cc stunting with them too! he told me at least he didn't forget what he had learnt many months ago. i love seeing gusto train. because whenever i see them train, i will always get motivated and inspired to try as hard as them. so therefore, i'm going to be strict on myself and really stretch myself beyond my limits!(: heehee. first stop is of course losing weight because the coach yesterday said that gusto top flyers must be under 45kg. OMG. then their flexibility must be good too! of course they must know how to jump etc etc.. its like i'm taking down notes in my brain. so stuff to do now is to ...
01. lose 5kg to reach 41kg, easier for the bases.
02. train flex .. OUCH!
03. master all the basic techniques such as jumping, locking, balancing etc etc etc ...
04. of course must not forget to have fun!(: heehee.

so there you have it!(:
my new goal right now is to do an accomplished toss to hand and cupie with cc preferably by the end of this year! :) and of course maybe up there i can try a heel stretch? HAHA(: let's goooo!! anyways last night i stretched myself. i'm happy that i didn't deprove, as in i didn't get inflexible. but my tolerance for pain sort of went down ... so i could only hold for like 1-2mins which last time i can hold for 10mins straight. well maybe because that time i was watching anime and stretching so my legs were like downright NUMB. better train on that one too. hahaha. this saturday i MUST go pt with bob and cc. its a must. because gusto will be there too! so i can like watch them and get all motivated again! :D heehee.

loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}
people ask me why am i such a hardcore gusto fan. while lets just say that my life is pretty surrounded by gusto people. my elder brother and his gf are both pioneer ex-gusto members. and my bf treats gusto like his baby. hahaha. my elder brother used to be a person who hated exercising and CCAs. but when he joined gusto, i guess there was a change in him. i could see that he actually liked cheerleading(: and there was where he met genevive - his gf. so its like it sort of changed his life in a way, that he longer was the same old dead mundane joshua before he entered gusto. so i really like gusto. and seeing my boyfriend get so hyped up over gusto is always a happy issue :D to see him put his heart and soul in bringing up the team makes me really really excited. that's why i'm always so happy to see gusto train. because that is what inspires me and it reminds me of the people around me whose lives had changed for the better.

" ... "

just came back from the doctor. heehee. everything is alright(: perhaps not eating right, and lack of sleep + water. haha what to do. promos last week really tired me out physically and mentally D: since i was really stressed out, i pampered myself with a messaging session. heehee. BUT. it was a wrong choice. LIKE OMG. my muscles were aching since the last pt and when they put pressure on those aching points, its like WOAH OMG. haha so i ended up suffering half way through when they massaged my thighs. haha :P stupid me. but heck.

got a chance to wear my new pink shoes today! heehee. super super cute(: even my doctor complimented my shoes! yayness ^^ so anyways. the whole session lasted from 11am-2.45pm. about 3hours(: they renovated the place. now its like super sleek. black wall interior with pretty soft carpeting. the lights were really high class too. the corridors were all adorned with somewhat vintage decorations. really sleek, neat and stylish. much better than their previous design. haha. even their showers changed. they mixed a modern design with slight vintage touches, so it looks something like my friend's mansion back in italy. super nice(: so i thought if i had my own house, i would definitely pick up a few tips from that interior design. black+red+white+vintage+style = awesome! heehee. during the session, one of their helpers asked me what i want to be when i grow up. then this really put me deep in thoughts. i know i want to be a lawyer, but so far, it seems like i'm doing nothing that can help me achieve that dream. my grades are dropping and i don't seem like i'm bothered by it. so i thought, if i really want to be a lawyer, i've got to work hard for it. so after the promo results come out, i'm seriously going to put in more effort in my studies(: of course so that i can have a bright future! and achieve my dream :D

came home, ate two pieces of bread, because just came from the doctor, cannot eat much :P but i still enjoyed it! and after that, i went to play patapon 2(of course!) .. hahaha :) cc's handphone just died and he forgot to bring the charger to his workplace. LOL. so communication broke down literally :S haha. anyways we postponed the movie date to tomorrow, so we will just be going for a simple dinner later. i want to eat my 酿豆腐 later! heehee i'm addicted to it! its healthy, nice and really cheap. the important thing is of course HEALTHY! since the doctor says i have to lose about 5more kg so that i won't be in the danger zone anymore :P who knows, i might just fall dead any moment .. LOL LOL.

tomorrow's plans are already arranged by my mother since tomorrow is my last day of marking days before i have to go back to school on friday to help out with vj open house T.T coincidentally, my mother has a rest day tomorrow, so she's going to bring me to the salon. she says she wants me to maintain my hair in a good condition. why not? :D and after the visit to the hair salon, perhaps she will bring me go shopping. who knows? its her off day tomorrow! YAYNESS :) and she also told me a few days ago, that around the month of november, dad is going to bring us out on a random trip to malaysia. hahaha :P yes random. when i was young, i've always remembered dad bringing us to johor bahru just to have breakfast there. because there is this stall which sells really awesome roti prata. LIKE OMG GOODNESS. and we would take a drive in the highway to enjoy the scenery while my dad speeds like nobody business. LOL. i miss those good'o'days(: so i'm really anticipating this trip. its like we travel around malaysia not to shop, not to do anything, but to relax and think of anything fun along the way. hahaha. since malaysia is near singapore, in case anything happens we can always find our way back to singapore easily. if we try this 'unplanned' trip in other countries, i've a feeling i'm the first person to get lost and never return back to singapore ever again. LOL. this time, i hope cc is coming along!(: heehee. he can take joshua's place since he ain't going :( its like an adventure trip! heehee so fun.

i miss my elder brother a lot .. haha he hasn't come home for a few months already. he has been staying at his gf's house. and he only comes home once in a blue moon. my mum says that its the point of time when he is becoming more independent, and it won't be long before he officially has his own family .. T.T even though joshua bullies me like 99% of the time, but i still love him. haha. without having him around the house feels weird. its like i lost one part of my family. the only sibling i have now is joel. haha. he is still awesome(:

anyways that's all i'm going to post for today.
going back to play patapon 2! heehee.
toodles~!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}

" its a dance party i'm inviting you to ... "

今天我想用华文来写博客。虽然我会fail一下但是还是想试一下... 今天早上陈诚很早就起床了,可以算是他第一次比我还要早就起来了。我们就一起吃早餐，然后他就上班了... 今晚已经约好要在pasir ris看戏 但是他刚刚简讯我他没有带手机的charger... 哎哟。
十一点就要出门了，去见医生 看看我怎么样 所以昨天不敢吃那么多... :P 不然他会说我变肥了D: 今天早上的早餐也只吃了一个面包就不想吃了。现在还有时间所以还是躺在床上玩patapon因为陈诚已经冲到很远了... 我一定要赢他！哇哈哈哈

好啦时间不早了，我应该去洗澡了，不然当我迟到的话医生肯定会骂我的...哈哈哈
永远爱cheerleading和陈诚{♥}

" its fragile ... "

yesterday was really woah. pt was super hiong. this shows that i haven't exercised for a very very very long time .. hahaha :P bob and i were like dead as we laid on the mats, not wanting to move at all. had dinner together afterwards. ate my usual banmian!(: then head back home. in the train, kept playing patapon .. haha yes i'm too addicted. reached home, quickly bathed and chiong patapon again. i tell ya. i have no life! :S i'm thinking that playing patapon every day is bliss! -.-" someone please bring me out shopping before i go madd with patapon. heehee.

cc wasn't feeling well today. i guess yesterday was a bit too much for him since he rushed down from work :( 宝贝谢谢你!虽然你昨天很累但是你还是下来教我们(: 我超级爱你 :D thank you my baby. so he called in and told his boss he would be slightly late. then ....... the both of us played patapon 2 together! LOL. played until 11+am then he went to change and got ready for work. and i accompanied him to the busstop. haha. he is such a baby!(: of course i act like a baby too.. heehee. after he got onto his bus, i made my way to tampines mall to collect my stuff from wanzhen! yayness. my shoes from hottopic finally arrived in singapore!! OMG. hahaha FINALLY. wanzhen was not feeling well so she sent her friends and i collected my shoes at the bus interchange. grabbed a small drink on the way back .. and guess what i was doing when i reached home? YES that's right. i played patapon 2! for 3hours straight! OMG. shit i've seriously no life. cc asked me whether today want to go out for a date, but i want him to come home and rest! since he was really tired out by yesterday's really really hiong pt :P

not sure whether i should go for cheer training tomorrow because bob ain't going :( sadness. he has cca practice until 6pm at night! thanks to vjc open house on friday, he has to go for CO practice!! D: NNNOOOO my cheer buddy ain't going ... T.T haha of course i have cc, but cc is like a different person on training ground. heehee :/ but of course i still {hearts} him! shall see first ... hohoho.

anyways i tried on my pink shoes just a few moments ago. DARN NICE(: the interior is leopard prints and omggg, i'm totally in love! thanks wanzhen! and sorry for the trouble!! :P heehee. if got any sale on hottopic, don't forget to include me in!!! HEEHEE. i'm always up for a good online shopping spree. of course i still have to remember to save up for my shopping trip with cc!

at the end of this month, raymond, kenny and yugene are going to bangkok for a holiday. I WANT TO GO REAL BAD!! D: like real bad, but i've got to see my results first. i'm actually quite scared because i didn't really prepare for promos. i'm like frigging scared ... D: i don't want to go see the vice-principal! D: for midyears, i didn't have to go see him because my results were alright. but for promos, i'm not so sure about it anymore. i need to pray about it ... i guess :( i hate it whenever i run to GOD when i need HIM the most and neglect HIM all the other times .. the feeling really sucks. i really need to change this attitude of mine first. i guess its because i haven't been going church since i selfishly decided to stay at home to study ... MAN, i hate myself :/ i have to change. anyways, if i do alright for promos, my parents are going to sponsor my whole trip (that's what they told me the other time, don't know whether they still remember though LOL) including my shopping expenses. and i plan to shop A LOT in bangkok. because the stuff there are nice and cheap! heehee :D

i'm really enjoying myself because knowing that i've no school for this entire week is just BLISS. haha(: so it's time to maximise my holiday fully!(: yayness.

toodles~! going back to play patapon 2! hahaha 宝贝不要吃醋啊!我有帮你打!:)
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}
nothing you do can make me change my mind. i've decided that i'm not going to give up on cheerleading. i've made promises with many people, and especially when this matters the most to my darling. i know i'm a spoilt brat - one who hates losing, but i tell you straight in your effing face that i'm going to try my very best. i know you say you hate comparing and competition, so do i. but whenever i see you, you are always thinking that you are better ... no comparing eh? i dare you to look me in the eye and tell me that one more time. i think not. you may be good in some areas, but remember .. there are other people better than you and they don't care shit about you. i've made a promise to myself, that i'm going to change and i'm going to have good sportsmanship and i'm going to do my best in cheerleading. and that what matters the most. i love cheerleading and i'm going to take cheerleading serious with my boyfriend. and you can't do shit about it :) thanks for showing me your true colours. i know who i'm up against now. it is definitely not against my friends, not against other teams, but against you. be prepared ^^

" to catch butterflies under the skies and breathe in the summer air ... "

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! OMG. the whole of last week has been a real BITCH. omg. sleepless nights, headaches, fever, flu, body-ache, messed up life, over-eating ... etc etc and the list goes on. but now that exams are finally a shoo shoo go away ... i can focus on my life again! hahaha yes that's right exams suck the life out of people. especially zongda's. LOL he gave up cheerleading for one month to study ... i don't have his courage to do so D: 佩服佩服 . so right. there is just this whole list which i created for my post-promos shiz. hahaha. right on!(:

01. CHEERLEADING.
hmmm. a distant yet near hobby? i didn't cheer for almost 2weeks? and no cheer = no pt = FATS = me T.T from today onwards, i've to conduct my own pt on monday, thursday and friday. so that i can burn those undesirable fats ... urgh. i guessed i've missed out a lot during those sessions which i didn't exactly attend, but cc made a promise to me that he will teach me everything i need to know!(: yayness of course bob included. hahaha.

02. SHOPPING.
yes. shopping! but before that .. i need moolah. so cancel shopping out first.

02. SAVE MONEY!
i guess one good thing about exams is that, it restricts me from going out so often which results me to not having to spend so much = saving up money! yes... hahaha but now that exams are over .. i guess i have a lot of free time and that means my mother is going to force me to get a part time job ... T.T heck, at least i got moolah to spend! and i guess i don't want to be some spineless daughter who just keeps feeding off her parents ... unlike some people i know .. tsktsk. hahaha. i admit i was once the same, but now i'm going to make a change and that means something!(:

03. GET A PART TIME JOB (?!)
see point o2!

04. SHOPPING!
and finally yes, shopping .. i shall save about 2months of shizzle, before i can go straight out shopping with cc. we've included a few high end shops such as chanel, gucci, LV, juicy couture etc in our list because there are stuff there which we like! :D heehee. of course we have other shops to go to, such as TOPSHOP, ZARA etc. and i'm dying to get another pair of heels from topshop again!!! i guess their heels are one of the best and are made of really good quality materials. so its worth every dollar i spent! and there is this really awesome ZARA bag which i saw (of course for women) at takashimaya. omgggomgggomgg. MAD NICE!! :P another item which i want to get for my mother is probably a woman's blazar at ZARA. its sleek, cool, and it suits any occasion, so i thought getting that for her birthday present would be good.

05. EXERCISING.
i guess this can be categorized under CHEERLEADING. so yea.

06. SLEEP
I NEED SLEEP. since i'm lacking in adequate sleep ever since exams started ... mainly not because i'm mugging through the night, its more like i try to wake up super early to study, which fails most of the time because i can't seem to get my lazy ass off the bed D: sad right!! i need some kind of device to shock me awake ...

07. PLAY PATAPON 2
OMG YES!! heehee. its not really a new game, but i stopped playing since god knows when and all of a sudden i'm hooked onto it again! thanks to dev who introduced me to this game last year. i thought it was quite lame ... he brought me all the way to his house just to show me how awesome the game is ... LOL. i think i enjoyed most was just admiring his huge house and enjoying nuggets his maid cooked for us. HAHA. so anyways, cc and i are majorly hooked on this game. haha so much so that we are playing it almost all the time! and yes yesterday, i got kenrick to play patapon multiplayer, and after 4tries, we managed to defeat the boss and we were like damn happy! hahaha(: i'm so going to chiong PATAPON 2 because cc is so far ahead of me already!!! D:

08. MY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY
thanks to the stupid promos, i didn't get a chance to celebrate my 4th month anniversary with cc!!! effffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ... hahaha. have no idea what to do anyways ... i'm still admiring the roses he gave me on that day ... teeheehee.. :P :) :D :]

09. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS/FAMILY
i need to spend time them or else i'm going to go crazy from post-studying-syndrome. hahaha. perhaps go out for a movie or just have a simple dinner etc. i know i've said this like many times but i miss my secondary school friends!! D: i want to meet them soon! RAWR. and like go out shopping with them, but most of them have alvls this year .. SO BUMMER D: class outings are another issue. hahaha. so far i've been to one class outing this year. yes its that sad. junhao, zheyuan and i have been like going to and fro about class outing because we have no fraying idea what to do. class buffet, bbq, chalet, partying at someone's house etc etc etc. all sorts of crazy ideas are coming out but none seems feasible with such short timing... :( guess we have to see other alternatives? :/

10. NEED TO GET A LIFE.
hahaha not that i don't have one, but i guess i'm quite tired of my current life. i need to be exposed to something new and exciting before i die of boredom. anybody has any suggestions? i'm open to everything and anything! as long as it seems humane enough ... hahaha(:

that's my list so far :D
still got others which i haven't exactly thought it out through YET. haha.
toodles!
going off to play patapon2 again! take this opportunity when cc is at work. hohoho!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}

" JUICY COUTURE "

yesterday was the mark of our 4th month anniversary!(: unforunately i had to study for stupid promos - maths paper. wthzzzzz. supposed to meet with zongda at 11am at cityhall to head down to a library to study, but i guessed i was just too caught up with the moment of hysteria that i HAD to study at tampines. so bob made his way to tampines! we studied quite a lot yesterday. like we hardly stopped and i felt it was rather productive! which was good. and i had bob to teach me along the way, which was even better. i learnt things faster and absorb more. i guess he can teach really well! hahaha yayness. we studied at carls jr where we bought drinks and a side order of beef chili cheese fries to keep us going. bob ended up buying their burger as well as he felt somewhat hungry along the way. hahaha. i also wasted like $5 on photocopying of notes, which i found them at home ... LOL WTH.

was supposed to meet cc for dinner to celebrate, but i was too nervous and was freaking out so i guessed i settled for dinner at home. reached home and waited for cc to call me and we arranged to meet at the busstop where he alights. that was when he surprised me! he alighted from the bus carrying a bunch of flowers. OMG. i was just too shocked to say anything, rather i was laughing like mad.

i was like so fascinated with the roses that i started taking random pictures of it. which reminds me that i downloaded this new application in my phone that takes like really awesome pictures! hahaha pity i have to pay for the application to get the high resolution setting ... my phone camera alone is 5.0megapixels, but the unpaid version of the application only allowed 0.3megapixel which is really bad! and the picture is so small, but heck! it was awesome(: heehee. and here are some of the really nice pictures i took with my phone + the help of cc's phone with the lighting and all. maddd awesome :D



i am like mad in love with the roses ... hahaha omgggg. *shy* hahaha.. cc was quite sad that i had to cancel our date last night just so that i can study, but then its like i didn't really fully utilize the time i had which made him rather angry/disappointed. I'M SO SORRY CC! sighs* in the end, i couldn't really sleep well and he didn't sleep well either too. T.T but we managed to sort things out last night :)

this morning, supposed to wake up at 4am to read through maths notes one last time, but i couldn't wake up at all, my whole body was just too exhausted. so heck! woke up at 6am, quickly bathed and changed. cc woke up around 6am too, and we ate breakfast around 6:15am. had a little quick conversation with my mother and stuff before we left for school!(: YES, cc sent me to school again! hahaha. yayness! this time it was him who slept in the bus instead of me. i was just trying my best to absorb all the stuff i learnt.

aidil was damn weird, he kept telling me he saw my boyfriend ... haha time and time and time again! LOL funny fellow.

anyways the maths paper was not so bad. it was quite durable, but at the middle part of the paper, my mind was just dead, so most of the questions seemed gibberish to me. i hope i can pass the benchmark! gosh, i don't want to fail maths! NNOOO T.T after the paper, hung around school for a while with genevive and darryl yeo while waiting for my dad to come fetch me home. had a good laugh with them, talking about random stuff like bubblegum .. hahaha.

reached home, and fell asleep after i ate my lunch. i was just THAT tired.

woke up when cc called me to tell me he's coming home soon after work. then i went to bathe and 'prepared' dinner. after dinner, we head to tampines1 to do a little window shopping! saw many things i want, and my list just keeps adding up! hahaha. omggg. i bet by the end of this month, it will reach something like $2k. wthhh. D: i need MOOLAH! haha. we went home around 9pm to try out some slimming tea cc bought. hahaha.

at home, joel's friend came over to study and surprisingly, he wanted cc to 'massage' him .. by right, it's cracking of the back. OMG. hahaha it was super funny seeing him squirming under cc's hands, because he was like freaking out. i can totally tell what a worry-wart he is. LOL. so cc cracked his back twice and his friend said it felt good! haha. at first it may seem pain and a bit numb, but the aftermath is just ... WOAH! hahaha. i also had my back cracked by cc before, but i rather not do it again .. i need mental preparation! HAHAHA :P

note to oneself: FREAKING SAVE MONEY!! RAWR! D: haha
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}
PS: LAST PAPER LEFT! WOOS. physics.. OMG SUCKS. hahaha. going to let myself loose after the physics paper. first stop is CHEER!!(: heehee.