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10days countdown to my 4th month anniversary.
YES, its been 3months plus since i've been with cc(: heehee happy times indeed.
sure we do have our struggles and fights, but i'm glad that we managed to talk things out, and share our opinions and views with each other of how those fights can be avoided in the future.
and it seems that after we fight and patch up, i feel like i know him more ... and i can love him more this way :) not to mention i get to feel closer to him too.

but the sad thing is that our anniversaries always land on dates of my examinations. i'm like totally bummed out because of that .. grrr. stupid MOE!
nevertheless, i'm still thinking of plans in the future of course! hahaha.
but this shall be kept a secret~! heehee :P

i'm afraid that on that day of my anniversary i won't have time to blog something special for him. so i shall do it now .. when i'm taking my afternoon break from studying :D


To ChenCheng{CC}, my dearest darling:

i shall try to make this as simple as it sound so that you will be able to read it with ease without bearing so much pain! hahaha.

we have been together close to 4 months.
true enough, we have our ups and downs, we have our happy and unhappy moments, but i'm glad that our relationship is strong enough to withstand those troubles.
within this month alone, i've opened a few more doors of your life and got to know you slightly more than before. because of that, i found myself loving you more and more each day.
i know i've said this before, but i will say it again, "every time i feel like giving up, my heart will always break ... because i know that i am unable to live without you."

you take up such a huge part of my life, that if you are not there beside me, i will feel like that huge part of me is missing.
within this month, you also have seen sides of me which you have never realised, and i hope that you will still love me as much as i love you.
deep down in my heart, i promise to change and shape myself to be a better girlfriend.

i thank you for all the happy moments you have given to me this month, and i also thank you for all the unhappy moments we had together as well.
because it was through those unhappy moments that i realised how much more important you are in my life, and i will never want to let you go.

i love you my dearest baby, and after my exams, i promise to go to every cheer practice you are going, and to accompany you through your shopping trips etc :)
all in all, i want you to know that i love you a lot a lot a lot, and i support you in whatever you do - be it in cheerleading, in studying or even in working.
all the best for your admission to university and i will be praying for you with all my heart. whatever you do, don't give up the dream you have.
even if you feel like the effort you put in is insignificant, in due time, your efforts will be accumulated to a massive blessing.
just want you to know that even when i'm busy or not beside you, i'm always thinking about you, missing you and your warmth.
i love you with all my heart and i wish you an early happy 4month anniversary!

love,
vanessa{BB}


the first 3D movie we watched together was stepup3D!(:

cc and i in pjs at my house(: hahaha.

another pjs picture!(: heehee i adore his smile. super cute(:

us at newyork newyork after cheer training(:

loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}
you are the air i breathe ... the love i receive, the warmth i indulge.
i love you :)