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champouf posted lit down! on Wednesday, September 29, 2010 " seriously need a teabreak! " today had literature paper. at first it was alright(: the sonnets were easy to understand and i managed to dig some points of differences for their comparison. hohoho they talked about the war and how the soldiers are perceived in the battlefield. but i took a super long time to draw out the points so i practically wasted a lot of time preparing the essay. we have like 3hours to write out 3essays .. and i took up like 1hour & 15mins to write out the first essay ... then the i proceeded to section C (TOPGIRLS) OMG D: spent another 1hour+ writing out the essay + planning. then went back to section B for the disgrace essay ... WAHS. super tough. had a writer's block after my introduction. TOTALLY didn't know how to continue ... sianzsianzsianz. after the paper, had major headache and my hand was numb. i can totally see my vein on my wrist popping out. OMG!! D: so anyways walked to the busstop with teri and took 31 to tampines mall. met cc at guardian there and bought my soya bean milk!(: heehee. just had a random craving for it. at home, we waited for my mother to reach home before we had our western dinner. was super famished. hahaha. afterwards probably going to bathe and chiong maths!! :D going out to study with bob tomorrow YAYNESS(: heehee two more papers before can officially go to cheer training with him. hahaha he did mention he was getting fat without pt-ing for close to one month. meeting him at cityhall at 11am and heading off to the usual place to mug for maths. got to ask him to help me out with recurrence, ap&gp. i hate those topics like ttm D: sadness. well that's all i'm posting for today!(: toodles. loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} 2more papers down till the end of promos! omgg going to write my list of to-dos for post promos activities nowwww!(: going to be sooo exciting!! :D heehee. first thing is to save money and of course shopping + cheering! :D yayness. somebody please teach me general waves! I HATE PHYSICS T.T champouf posted bored. on Tuesday, September 28, 2010
here i am blogging again! i'm like sooooo bored D: and yes i managed to revise more maths!(: yayness. heehee. i think my revision is going on rather smoothly (i hope) :P bleh. mother just called to say that she is going to order carlsjr. OMG another carlsjr is going to kill me. but i don't mind!(: hehheh. just started a few days ago, but i've watched like 50+episodes of dgrayman. yes. i multitask 90% of my life. the other 10% is mostly when i'm just stoning. and i almost forgot how much i loved dgrayman! so watching those episodes are like reviving that lost love! hahaha omg i sound so much like an otaku right now :P of course those who know me very well, yu kanda is like my most favourite character! omg. his abs/muscles and well-toned body is just *SQUEALS* of course. he's not a real life person ... :( bummer. omgomgomgomg otaku-alert! D: ahhhhh, my idol. hahaha. the mangaka for dgrayman is just soooo talented. envious ttm :x hahaha. anyways putting that aside, i'm just amazed at how i'm able to study and watch dgrayman at the same time ... hmmmm :/ talent i suppose? LOL. anyways, got to go back and mug for literature paper tomorrow. LOL i'm also amazed at how i'm feeling so slack despite having a paper tomorrow. compare this with sunday night - spent mugging away for econs and i was like freaking out 99% of the time. WOOOOOOOOS! toodles~! i'm still admiring my beautiful blogskin! LOL. thickskin much? i concur(: loving my wintermelon. champouf posted New BlogSkin on " until the right one comes ... " tumblr has the most awesome pictures ever!(: loving it there. heehee. got a new blogskin today. madd in love with it! AHHHHH. yesterday was really wasted! omggg. watched dgrayman and fell asleep till 6pm. where i ate dinner and fellowshipped with my family. then cc called me and told me he wasn't going for the university talk anymore and was heading home. HAHA. i think that was some communication error because there was dinner at home, but he ended up eating outside. aahhh shucks :P haha. so when he came back, we just ended up talking through the night till 11pm where he was tired. so he went out to the hall to sleep while i told myself i had to study through the night. BUT NO! i fell asleep the moment i touched my notes. GOODNESS. that totally sucks manz :( wasted one entire day! but heck, today i'm going to make up for lost time! YES I AM! tomorrow is literature paper, but i'm going to study maths in the morning till evening. then i will study literature till tomorrow afternoon. paper starts at 2pm(: yes. at least i have the morning to study! heehee. so anyways, was thinking of going out for lunch today but nobody to accompany me since cc has work :( can't wait for examinations to end! where i can officially start cheering again. gosh. it's been a while since i last stretched my flex or do pt. my flabs are appearing again! HAHAHA :P set up a pt date with bob on monday already!(: after physics we are going home to sleep then we plan to meet up with each other for pt. don't know whether cc wants to join us! but i'm sure he will not miss out a chance to practise stunts! haha. that brings back memories of when the 3 of us came together just to learn random stunts. the first time the 3 of us came together was the first time cc taught me walk-to-hand. YES. no spotters anywhere. just bob. hahaha. so it was quite scary but i overcame it and YAY! anyways i have to go and wake cc up soon or else he will be late for work. so that's all for today! toodles! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} champouf posted ECONZzzzzz on Monday, September 27, 2010 " its time to accessorize! " had econs paper today. madness. was trying to pull through saturday and sunday. saturday was like super inefficient. didn't do much work! D: sunday was much better(: heehee. with cc spurring me on. ohyea. sunday was kind of a rest day so we had to eat lunch outside. studied till 12plus before cc and i took the bicycle to tampines1 to eat lunch! CARLS JR. omg. wanted to eat subway but their toaster was fried (oh the irony) and there were no seats at all. SO CARLS JR! OMG. haha their portions are damn huge. cc and i had to share one meal once more(: heehee. their beef chili cheese fries are the bombz! one of the reasons why i like cj so much. free refills, HUGE portions for reasonable price and awesome cheese fries. yummy. bought my pen refill after lunch before heading back home. cc bought fishballs and fried octopus at oldchangkee PLUS pancakes from jollibean. omgomgomg. imagine us eating all of that! no wonder i'm getting fat! D: hahaha. madness. continued studying at home until dinner time!(: didn't eat much for dinner except for the fact cc kept feeding me with stuff .. hahaha. had a few fruits and went back to studying! OMG OMG OMG i'm nut stressed! lalalalala~ slept at 11plus. woke up at 4am. studystudy until 6am. bathed and had breakfast with cc. then he accompanied me to school again! yayness!(: heehee. studied more econs at school before going in for the examination. overall it was easier compared with midyears. BUT! the last essay qn killed me. didn't have enough time to complete it. SIANZ. 13marks gone just like that D: case studies was alright i guess? i understood most of it and managed to pick up some key points(: hope i can at least pass this shit manz. don't wanna end up like last year, have to take repapers again D: SIAN TTM i tell you. daddy sent chengling to tampines bus interchange before sending me home. just had my lunch. packed western food again!(: heehee. of course half the packet. shall eat the other half for dinner! YAY :P that's all for today! going to chiong maths and physics soon! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} (quite sad that cc ain't coming home early today. got some university talk he has to attend :( that means i'm all alone for now ... D: i'm going to miss him a lot!! hurry come home baby!!) champouf posted ZOUK-ed OUT! on Saturday, September 25, 2010 " smile your troubles away ... even if it hurts, a smile works miracles " sizzle! yesterday was just madness. had gp paper at first. totally got pawned D: it was like quite hard siaa, i just hope i don't fail can le :( omggg. comprehension was about LADY GAGA. can you believe it? i thought it would be something easy and something i can relate to . BUT NOOOO! i was totally taken aback T.T hahaha. but anyways who cares?! 1 paper down 4 more to go! next paper is ... ECONS, my arch nemesis!! my dad fetched chengling, teri and boh to tampines interchange first. SUPER FUN. we kept talking random crap in the car, and thanks to BOH, we kept laughing at random shizz. then he sent me home. was having a little headache so i decided to take about a one hour nap. woke up when cc called me through my handphone and when i checked the time, 3hours have gone passed! OMG precious time gone! just like that!! D: but nevermind. i got ready for zouk. OMG first time had to wear such HIGH heels. they're like frigging stilettos i tell you! took me 15mins to walk to the busstop because i couldn't jaywalk since i can't run ... OMG. and the first 100m delievered me my first blister. OUCH TTM LAHS! reached bugis first and went to buy my sushi while waiting for cc at food junction. he came later because he had to help his colleagues pack their office stuff as they were moving to another location on monday. he bought some hot spicy noddle for dinner :) super super spicy and i was super scared that he might accidentally spill some on his white num shirt D: we rest for a while before heading off to tiong bahru where we took a bus to zouk. thank goodness both the mrt and bus had seats for me to rest my feet! hahaha. SADLY, cc and i missed the busstop so we had to walk quite long. my feet were already killing me, so at some points cc had to cradle me along .. LOL. we reached pretty early. like around 9.30pm. zouk starts out at 10pm. so we sat around waiting for it to open. when we entered, there were practically NOBODY! like seriously. i think its because we came in too early. but heck. we lazed around before deciding to head off with our own plans. since clubbing was meant to be more fun with more people. we went to a nearby hotel (NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS!) to buy bacardi! hahaha. it was quite cheap over there like $42 for one big bottle. but they didn't have the flavoured one. only had original or limon. then we decided to take the taxi home. OMG the queue was damn long and i was getting PMS-sy, since my feet were like PAINFUL ttm. D: so i went to one corner and sat down while cc continued lining up. the taxi came and i quickly strut in. taxi driver was super funny! hahaha he was really engaging and entertaining as he continued talking to cc all throughout the journey. HAHAHA. they talked about mostly random stuff which all started with cc showing his GPS because the taxi driver didn't really know how to get to tampines ... hahaha. the funniest thing the uncle said was when he asked the both of us whether we were married. LOL do i look THAT old?!?!?!?! we hurried back home with cc carrying me half of the way .. haha and when i took out my heels it was as if my feet sighed in relief. hahahaha :P omg. it was quite a fun day, without the part of my feet killing me ... :) we had our own 'party' at home, but the drink was quite ... unbearable. so we mixed it with coke and it was still unbearable.. hahaha WHY?! i guess bacardi with peach/passionfruit is still the best!! CHEERS(: heehee. took some pictures when we were at zouk. hahaha. totally cannot see the lighting/ambience at all!! D: haha nvm!(: perhaps next time we go to zouk or zirca, we will bring along more friends! the more the merrier! :) cheers :D can totally see my eyebags from here!! D: i love this picture!!!! :D I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH HEELS! hahaha. shall buy more after my promos and after saving up money!! WHEES(: heehee. toodles~! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} champouf posted shopping list. on Thursday, September 23, 2010 whoever drew this is awesome!! i miss pokemon so much! i'm soooo gonna get the latest pokemon game after promos. no matter what platform its played on, i will make sure i will get it!! hahaha(: so anyways. i'm resting again. hahaha. almost done revising for GP :) and i'm updating my shopping list as we speak! heehee. 01. gucci purse (paragon) : $700 02. zara bag (takashimaya) : $300 03. topshop black flowery heels (tampines1) : $163 04. topshop knitted open knit poncho (online) : $90 05. topshop floaty cape blouse (online) : $70 06. topshop candy bag (online) : $78 total : $1401 here are all the topshop items which i want!!!! :D well i want the black one.. but they didn't have the picture up on topshoponline ... so yea. i know this looks weird .. but i kinda like it! hahaha :P NICE(: omg this bag by marcB is just sooooo pretty! :D heehee. i'm sooooo gonna go bankrupt after pomos .. but hey! i've got my mother!! HAHAHA. but of course she still wants me to find a parttime job because i'm apparently too free during holidays ... D: sadness. heehee. i love my cheerleading wintermelon! HEEHEE(: champouf posted TWIT! on " keep calm and carry on ... " that is what i need to do since my promos officially start tml ... OMG :x i was taking a break from studying general paper when i stumbled upon some twit's blog. and i seriously wonder how can anyone bare to type in such ... yucky language?! i understand that many people are accumstomed to type in singlish, but in twit language?! now that's just plain disgusting. i don't see how anybody can write/read/understand that ... D: they transform a simple "i love you" to something like "ii lubb euu nehxz." a simple "i don't want to let you go ever ... " to "ii dunn wanna let euu go nebber ebber ... " wow. i'm not against twits/bimbos/ahlians/ahbengs etc etc .. its just that sometimes i wonder how anyone can actually stand writing such ... atrocities. the other time i tried writing twit to zongda and he was like totally ticked off, and i couldn't keep up with it either, until i totally worn myself out by the 3rd sms. mygoodness. but then again, its funny like hell to read those posts. totally laughed myself out while reading it, but yes i gave up reading afte 2-3 posts because i couldn't stand it anymore :P i define a person by the choice/usage of words one uses. so if that person were to live by the twit language ... well i guess thats just it then! no further dispute intended :) going to go back to practising general paper questions ... sighs T.T hahaha. toodles~! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} p.s tml is the day for ZOUK~!(: heehee super excited but i still don't have the slightest clue as to what shoes to wear for tml .. hmmmmz. heels or flats?!?!?! i can't imagine standing up for a few hours with heels ... it's going to kill me.. seriously! D: sighs* hahaha. but first things first, got to concentrate on general paper first(: heehee. champouf posted LIST! on Tuesday, September 21, 2010
my list of activities after promos & somewhat during holidays: 01) going chanel, gucci shopping with cc. 02) mother wants me to get a part time job during holidays because she says i have too much free time on my hands and if i don't, the consequences will be dire. 03) learn how to bake/cook because mum says that its time for me to partake in tradition :P 04) SAVE MONEY before shopping LOL. 05) chionging private cheer training + zpl + denvers(maybe?) with cc and bob 06) learn how to put on makeup because its time for me to be more ladylike(?!) 07) study for alvls LMAO. 08) more shopping! 09) go on a holiday with zpl + cc :D 10) UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!! ************************************** 11) organize class outing? hahaha. 12) go ritz carlton to eat their buffet! WAHS DAMN NICE(: 13) HAVE LOTS OF FUN!!! :D 14) and probably more shopping ... heehee but my top 3 on the list would be : 01) cheer training 02) chanel, gucci shopping 03) go on a holiday! yepyep. ps: 3 more days till the zouk party at night with cc(: i'm still deciding what i'm going to cover my feet with ... :( since i don't have many shoes at home ... i just have to make do!! D: sadness. ohright, shall add a no15) onto the list. 15) go shoe/heels shopping with cc. loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} champouf posted the air i breathe .. on Monday, September 20, 2010 "{♥}" 10days countdown to my 4th month anniversary. YES, its been 3months plus since i've been with cc(: heehee happy times indeed. sure we do have our struggles and fights, but i'm glad that we managed to talk things out, and share our opinions and views with each other of how those fights can be avoided in the future. and it seems that after we fight and patch up, i feel like i know him more ... and i can love him more this way :) not to mention i get to feel closer to him too. but the sad thing is that our anniversaries always land on dates of my examinations. i'm like totally bummed out because of that .. grrr. stupid MOE! nevertheless, i'm still thinking of plans in the future of course! hahaha. but this shall be kept a secret~! heehee :P i'm afraid that on that day of my anniversary i won't have time to blog something special for him. so i shall do it now .. when i'm taking my afternoon break from studying :D To ChenCheng{CC}, my dearest darling: i shall try to make this as simple as it sound so that you will be able to read it with ease without bearing so much pain! hahaha. we have been together close to 4 months. true enough, we have our ups and downs, we have our happy and unhappy moments, but i'm glad that our relationship is strong enough to withstand those troubles. within this month alone, i've opened a few more doors of your life and got to know you slightly more than before. because of that, i found myself loving you more and more each day. i know i've said this before, but i will say it again, "every time i feel like giving up, my heart will always break ... because i know that i am unable to live without you." you take up such a huge part of my life, that if you are not there beside me, i will feel like that huge part of me is missing. within this month, you also have seen sides of me which you have never realised, and i hope that you will still love me as much as i love you. deep down in my heart, i promise to change and shape myself to be a better girlfriend. i thank you for all the happy moments you have given to me this month, and i also thank you for all the unhappy moments we had together as well. because it was through those unhappy moments that i realised how much more important you are in my life, and i will never want to let you go. i love you my dearest baby, and after my exams, i promise to go to every cheer practice you are going, and to accompany you through your shopping trips etc :) all in all, i want you to know that i love you a lot a lot a lot, and i support you in whatever you do - be it in cheerleading, in studying or even in working. all the best for your admission to university and i will be praying for you with all my heart. whatever you do, don't give up the dream you have. even if you feel like the effort you put in is insignificant, in due time, your efforts will be accumulated to a massive blessing. just want you to know that even when i'm busy or not beside you, i'm always thinking about you, missing you and your warmth. i love you with all my heart and i wish you an early happy 4month anniversary! love, vanessa{BB} the first 3D movie we watched together was stepup3D!(: cc and i in pjs at my house(: hahaha. another pjs picture!(: heehee i adore his smile. super cute(: us at newyork newyork after cheer training(: loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} you are the air i breathe ... the love i receive, the warmth i indulge. i love you :) champouf posted fri,sat,sun! on Sunday, September 19, 2010 " standing by the windowstill ... " friday: MADD AWESOME(: met cc at cityhall ... our super super super shopping party!!!(: went to kfc to eat dinner first. its been a long time since i last ate kfc, so i guess its alright. heehee. we bought a somewhat buddy meal. 2pieces of chicken each with one sidedish of potato, drink and a special chicken popcorn shaker(: damn nice to eat. of course i couldn't finish my meal, so i gave cc my chicken drumlet. heehee. afterwards we went straight to topshop for my heels! before that, we saw at charles&keith that they sold something similar to the heels which i want. so we went to and fro to check out their price/pattern etc ... c&k one is made in china while topshop was made in brazil. they had a few differences in their model, and the price difference was quite huge, but heck i still went with the topshop one :D this is the heels which i bought!(: mad chio and mad high!! :D heehee feel super super tall after wearing it.. heehee. i also bought a highwaist skirt which emphasizes my butt . D: hahaha my butt is like hugeeee... :( also bought another flowly shirt which went well with the tight fitting skirt. yayness! total i spent about $250 :) super super super happy with my purchases! afterwards, went to zara to check out cc's coat/pants. after wearing the coat, cc totally look like a different person .. like omgggg! hahaha more handsome/smart i suppose? heehee. it went well with the pants. he also saw a pair of shoes which caught his attention from the very beginning. the shoes were super nice too!! heehee. ohyea. they had a lucky draw too! hahahaha. i had about 4lucky draw coupons to fill up, so i guess i had a higher chance of winning? and in the end, i really did win! hahaha cc was like chanting my name whenever they read out the results, and when they read my name, he like shouted super loudly and embarrassed himself in front of a huge crowd :P i won $200 worth of vouchers! damnn happy.. it's as if i spend around $50. nice nice nice(: going to go shopping with those vouchers with cc after promos! :D we went home like super super super happy with the whole's day events. got the heels/clothes which i have been eyeing, and won a lucky draw too! major elated. saturday: studied literature in the morning while cc went to see his clients which sort of ... 'pangseh' him without giving a headsup. these kind of people are just ... incompetent and inadequate in the area of EQ. hopeless bunch. tsktsk. met him at bugis at 12noon+ because one of his clients turned up. first we went to eat some famous hainanese chicken rice. it was indeed mouth watering ... we went to cathy to check out the newurbanmale shop there... it didn't have the tshirt which cc wanted, but something caught my attention the moment i stepped into the shop. a pink luminous backpack! damn nice. since num was having a sale where you buy two items and then 50% off both items! super worth it. we went to the num shop at cineleisure. of course we took the mrt! :P at first he wanted to buy the mr.gigolo shirt, but then he didn't like the colour, so he went for mr.inbreed. HAHAHA. but after shopping for a while more, he decided to buy this JAPAN 必胜 shirt. hahahaha quite nice and it shows off his nice figure, so why not? i bought the pink luminous bag on the spot. simultaneous shopping eh?(: later on, we went to zara at 313. saw a super chio blazar which i thought of buying for my mother for her birthday! heehee. i shall discuss this with my brothers first. get their consent. then later on, we went to takashimaya to see their chanel shop! heehee. i wanted to get a new purse/bag. but then i didn't see any purses which i fancied. then cc went to A/X and gucci to see their belts. i saw this gucci purse/bag which i fell in love with! like omggggg... i shall get that!! hahahaha. for now, i got to save! as i shall stop depending on my mother for my shopping fares ... hohoho. its going to cost around $2k. but heck. hoho. we shopped till 5pm where we decided to head home!(: heehee. cc was super exhausted and he looked rather faint. which kind of scared me. because if he were to faint in the middle of nowhere, i won't know what to do :( but thank goodness he didn't! yayness! heehee. reached home and rest for a while before we made dinner. cc ate cupnoodles which i toasted some bread and ate with different spread. super super super nice(: sunday: woke up at around 10:45am to meet zongda at sp to study. supposed to have lunch together one, but then he didn't answer my phonecalls so i assumed he was still sleeping, thus i had a simple lunch with cc at niwa sushi. ohright! saw teri in the bus heading towards the tampines interchange. such a coincidence!(: hahaha. said hi to her and chatted for a while before we head off. cc and i finally tried the magnum gold icecream today! OMG. it was super sweet. like thank goodness i had cc to help me tank with the icecream .. because like what chengling said, i don't think i can finish one whole icecream by myself.. especially when its THAT sweet. gusto had their camp today and i was sitting at one corner watching them train some routine. omggggg i think they are damn good!! godly manz. my idols. actually i idolize the year2s, because all of them are like inba! super super good.. ahhhhh i'm in awe. hahaha(: so in the end, the cheerleading church ministry had to train at the auditorium. zongda came around 4plus and we studied together while we watched the rest train. later on, we got bored so we decided to do some self pt at the side. hahaha. i did some stretching too and realised how inflexible i got after not stretching for one week. sadness. but thank goodness for zongda to push me down.. heehee(: they finished training around 7plus and i was DEAD hungry by then already ... omggggg. went to cityhall because zongda wanted to buy tshirts from num because today was the last day of their sale! wooooahhh damn heng siaa he. hahahaha. after he bought his shirts, we went to newyork newyork to eat dinner. wooooah the pork ribs are damn nice to eat .. their fiery drumlets also sia... i eat until super satisfied(: yayness! the porkribs cc and i ordered(: the cotton floss was for free, so look at how much we got! cheapskate much? hahaha zongda and his rather .. gay laugh. hahaha! emerson LOL SIA. went home after that and reached home by 10plus. and here i am blogging!(: heehee that's all for today. realised that i have been studying nothing but literature the past 2days. OMG gotta start studying other subjects like physics. shitshitshit. kkieskkies going off now. hahaha. loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} champouf posted pissed?! on Friday, September 17, 2010 " standing in the middle of nowhere ... " i swear. some teachers are just too ... effedup. seriously :0 apparently they think i'm too incompetent to pass up my homework. HELLO?! i emailed you like so many times and if you don't reply my emails about it, how the f*ck am i supposed to know that my email never got to you?! i'm amazed at how you got the job as a teacher ... not enough job options i suppose? too bad. pity. saddening .. but guess what? i don't care :) you think i'm free to like go and entertain your every whimsical whims? wake up please. promos are coming, and i'm already stressed out enough it is. twitching your eyebrows as you spoke to me, you think i don't know how to read facial expressions?! i can see through your lying eyes. "i just hope you won't end up like this vanessa ..." she said *eye brows twitched* (hmmmm... am i supposed to buy in those bullcrap of yours?) it wasn't my fault in the first place.. argh. and it's not like i'm oblivious to everything around me you know .. :/ gawd. thanks to that i was quite emo for the first few periods until i got cheered up by chengling and teri(: heehee. thanks girls :D anyways, super happy that my revision is moving at a really comfortable pace.. if i can keep this up till promos, i think i will be able to pass(: hahaha. today going out shopping with cc! was supposed to meet my mother at tampines first but then we had a change of plans so now here i am at home(: going to go marina square to meet cc and then off to topshop!! OMGAWD. major happiness. today is the topshop sale! :D i can finally get the heels i was eyeing a long time ago.. heehee. if we have time, we will be dropping by newurbanmale too! cc wants to see the tshirts there and of course we still haven't got his crumpler :P so perhaps we can go take a look too!(: heehee. that's all i'm posting for today! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} PS: i randomly asked sweeyan to join cheerleading!(: at first he didnt seem interested until i mentioned the tumbling part. WOAH. his reaction changed. then he said he could join bob,yy and i at zpl training after promos! YES!(: heehee. can ask him to teach me some of his gymnastic moves too since he has been training since young. super duper cool! and he told me that after 6months of not stretching, he was super inflexible. then he continued saying that he did a not-so-perfect split in front of the computer and surprisingly he fell asleep. the next day he was on the floor with a FULL SPLIT, but of course he couldn't feel his legs for the whole morning ... hahahaha EPIC PHAIL but effective? shall try it next time.. LOL LOL LOL. champouf posted SICK?! on Wednesday, September 15, 2010 " the empty chairs lay within the still of time ... " SICK. i'm falling sick D: went to school feeling rather down under the weather. then it started pouring like madd, thank goodness i already got to school so i didn't get caught . BUT! it was super super cold! LIKE MAD COLD, so i ended up getting a worse flu than ever. i was sneezing like nobody's business.. -.-" so i decided to go home early, after the 3period maths lecture ... omg i almost died inside. SUPER SUPER COLD. thank goodness i borrowed a jacket from swee yan.. yayness!(: heehee. went home and ate lunch(: then decided to take a rest, actually only wanted to rest for a while, an hour or two? but then i woke up at around 6plus. OMG 3hours of nap x.x my plans to study totally failed. had dinner and felt weak again, so just lazed around the house .. gosh. but at least i felt much better than before. so i hope i will have enough energy to do some midnight studying to catch up lost time :D heehee. didn't see cc the whole day today. until like a few moments ago. he went to SP gym with a few of the zpl members after work. then when he got home, it was around 9plus already :( sadness. hahahaha. didn't sms him much either because most of the time he would be too busy to sms me, well at least i get to see him at home :D i feel a fever coming on ... and i hate being sick, because whenever i'm sick i will eat more and more and more .. my appetite just shot through the roof! D: so i weighed myself just then and i've no doubt put on weight! damn. and whenever i'm sick, my metabolism rate decrease a lot too ... so practically i'm putting on weight like nobody's business!! D: nnnnoooooo! hahahaha tomorrow = strict diet! heehee(: that's all i'm posting for today(: loving cheerleading and cc ttmv{♥} 1 and a half day more to topshop frenzy shopping spree! omg omg omg. mad excited about it! :P and i'm so going to get the heels i've been lusting for. yep that's right! i'm lusting for it! XD hahaha. champouf posted a simple talk; life long changes. on Tuesday, September 14, 2010 " jump for joy under the sunsets of tranquility ... " as i read through my previous blog posts, i realised that most of the time, i'm blogging about mostly random stages of my life ... daily posts of my ins&outs of life. and basically my daily routine. and sometimes i find them so boring! is my life really such a bore? haha. who knows? anyways something triggered my mind for what i'm sharing today. last night, i had a heart-to-heart session with bryan. yes bryan. hahaha. many people may see him as a weird, emo kid on the block. but i see a different side of him ever since last night's talk. yes he may be sprouting his usual chants such as "fml" but i wonder if anybody has actually bothered to ask him as to why he's like this ... he is indeed different from most people, but i feel that he actually sees the more realistic part of life. he is practical, logical, and because he sees the negative parts of certain aspects, he is able to sympathise with it and as such makes him sensitive towards most issues of life(: so there! back to my main topic, the both of us were just talking and talking until we got to the part of losing weight. yes losing weight! i know how bryan feels and what he has to go through to lose weight because i was once really really fat! not saying that i'm skinny now ... but i lost 12kg up till today!(: i used to be a whooping 58kg! yes that's right! 58kg! like omg. but now i'm still fighting to lose more weight because i can't really accept being at 46kg. so wish me luck!(: hahaha. my secondary school friends are able to recount how .. horizontally challenged i was back then. its like no matter how much i exercise, i can't lose weight. and i got emo. really emo. like suicidal emo. well, i'm not afraid to share this on my blog, because i'm a different person now. and to be able to recover from that is something which i feel proud of myself. well, i'm still struggling to be more confident of myself, raising my self esteem etc etc etc. but last year, i was just HUGE. it was just ... woah. whenever i go to meet people now ... be it, relatives, old schoolmates, they will keep saying that i've lost weight. it is a good feeling for people to recognise your efforts and such, and sometimes i feel more spurred on to lose more weight! and bryan feels the same too. he wants to hit 59kg and feel awesome before hitting 60kg and stablizing there. for me, i want to be 43kg. it's not an easy task i know, but i don't mind making the effort to go there. indeed, there will be struggles ... but i'm not the only one(: my mother has always been there encouraging me no matter how hard it is for her given her busy schedule. she has always been looking out for me and as such, i know i can't let her down. cc is also there for me. he keeps saying that i'm already at the ideal weight/size .. but i just need to regain more self confidence and by doing so, i need to lose more weight! hahaha. for the record, i don't skip lunch. i eat lunch! it's just that my lunch comes in small proportions. and i'm used to it. i hardly get gastric pain, even if i did, it lasts only for a few hours. i never take any sort of slimming pill because i don't trust those bullcrap. and i don't force myself to vomit after meals .. that's just gross and unslightly D: the experience of how i lost weight is somewhat inspiring for me. for close to 1year, i did not touch macdonalds, kfc or any fastfood restaurants until my nutritionist told me that my weight has been stabilized well enough to have these little sinful treats once in a while. i also never touched chocolate or any other form of sweets etc. i ate mostly porridge, or just a simple plate of vegetables&fish for my daily intake of protein/calcium. sometimes i would just eat fruits for lunch and wait till dinner before i eat a solid meal. and with the support of my mother, i was able to achieve it!(: i'm just so happy! hahaha. as for now, i'm trying to lose another kg by the end of this month. but it's quite hard since it's harder to lose weight now that i'm closer to my ideal weight ... :( hahaha. i just hope to get promos done and over with so that i can quickly resume my cheer training/pt to lose those fats!! HAHAHA of course i have to burn more fats so that when i get muscles, i will not weigh heavier because muscles weigh heavier than fats ... T.T alright, i'm heading off to study now! hahaha. toodles~! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} 2 and a half more days to my topshop frenzy shopping spree!(: wait for me topshop!! champouf posted memories. on Monday, September 13, 2010 " swing by the sands of time ... "
champouf posted updatezzzz. on Friday, September 10, 2010 " waiting for miracles ... " wednesday: went out to study with bob(: in the morning, had breakfast with cc before heading to bugis with him. then went to kinokuniya to read some of the magazines there, like the glee mags.. hahaha(: bob took the taxi to bugis and we met up at mos burger where he ordered a drink until i said we could study at subway. LOL. so we went to subway for lunch and we shared a 1footlong sandwich meal with cookies and a large drink! :D we studied and ate cookies until like 3plus where he asked whether i wanted to walk around, basically he wanted to shop! haha. we walked around bugis street, then went to topshop, dorothy perkins, and all around bugis junction before we stopped at food junction to have our dinner. bob had a chicken cutlet omelette rice while i had chicken cutlet ramen. OMG MAJOR NICE :D its like super super super super mouth watering.. hahaha. cc ended work at around 7plus and by the time we went to SP, it was nearing 8pm. the pt was super hiong, but effective!(: heehee. well, i shall not elaborate on the details after pt, so yea ... :D after cheer, cc and i went home together where we saw snails! omg. it was my first time touching them! excited ttm(: heehee. we helped some snails by carrying them to a safe grass patch so that they won't be mercilessly trampled on by heartless bypassers.. D: sadness. i saw some snails died along the way ... depressing much ... T.T i accompanied cc to eat his dinner while watching some random show on the television before bathing and going to sleep! ZzZzZzZz thursday: i felt like this was the most awesome day ever. slept through the entire day .. like omg. serious! i have never felt so energetic in my entire week ... gosh. i guess i needed this(: cheers! met cc for dinner where we ate at carls junior. phew thank goodness i didn't eat much for lunch! yipppeee! we walked around for a while, and even went to the nearby pasamalam/circus(: it was quite small but it was still fun ... heehee then we walked back home. friday: cc didn't have to work today so he practically slept until 12noon while i woke up a few times before that and like walked around the house aimlessly before heading back to bed and officially waking up at 11:45am when i said 'hi' to the toilet :D had curry for lunch. cc said it was super nice, but i said it was quite hot.. D: my lips are burning so much that i needed to suck on some ice to cool it down .. hahaha(: planning to go to cityhall later to get cc's krumpler ... i think krumplers have a way of attracting youth's attention because seriously 99% of my friends use a krumpler .. even my brother and genevive has one ... so i guess it does really know how to impact a teenager to an extent that they don't mind spending over $200 to get it(: hahaha. maybe i should consider getting one too! well that's all i'm going to post for today. going to study a bit now or else cc is going to be angry :0 hahaha. toodles! loving cheerleading and cc ttm!{♥} champouf posted love{♥} on Monday, September 6, 2010 " and here i am, waiting for your phonecall ... " the past few days were kind of like a dream ... saturday: cc moved into my house on saturday and after he got settled, we went to church together(: after church, we went to the airport to fellowship with my cellgroup, well actually we were more like in our own world rather than fellowshipping ... HAHAHA :P anyways we left early to have our dinner at tampines. then after dinner, we walked back home together. since it was super early, we watched SALT on dvd together, well it was quite painful for cc since the chinese subtitles were all WRONG! hahaha omg. now we don't have to keep watch of the time and cc doesn't have to rush for the last train already. yay-ness! and to be able to be in his arms most of the time is just bliss~!(: sunday: i woke up around 8am+ then went to wake cc up, but he wanted to sleep a bit more. so the both of us slept in the hall until 10am+. then we quickly rushed to bath, change and get ready! because he wanted to bring me to some place in queenstown which sells mostly sports stuff because i told him i wanted to get a new shoe bag. we stopped at queenstown and cc led the way ... but apparently, his gps seemed quite off as he brought me around ONE WHOLE BIG ROUND. we left the mrt, walked around some hdb flats and then we arrived back at the mrt again ... hahahaha! when i saw that i was like hyper ventilating.. LIKE MAD! serious! hahahaha. it was like i was laughing silently, yet i felt like i couldn't breathe at all, and i felt faint.. hahahaha but i was laughing .. hahaha so much that my stomach hurts and tears came out. hahahaha. super super super epic. so we arrived at that place, and started walking about. well saw a few shoebags but didn't see any one that i liked. in the end i bought this new pair of fbts which was black, and had pink streaks at the side. super super super nice! :D $13! super worth it. afterwards, we went to subway to eat. super a lot of people there and we waited for a while before someone gave us seats(: then when we went to line up, all of a sudden, a lot of people left and there were many seats available! MAJOR LOL. after eating lunch, we went to a nearby ikea to walk around. we walked for a while then we took a cab to sp(: cc and i were wearing matching gusto tshirts! hahaha even though i'm not from gusto, it feels awesome! hahaha. rayray told me he was super lucky he didn't wear the gusto shirt because he would feel like a lightbulb if he did, but i told him that if he wore it, it would be considered as team bonding!(: hahahaha epic. not many people came for yesterday's training, and after pt/warmup, i went to revise my stuff :D they did mostly tumbling and jumping. after that, they did partner stunts. cc and i did a bit first during their break. and cc insisted on having our stunt taken on video ... WELL, super unglam once more, because i couldn't pop properly ... D: sadness. and i totally need like 3mins headsup so that i can at least think through what ought to be done ... BUT yea, cc just give me an inpromptu warning before popping me in that one deadly sec ... OMG UNGLAM-NESS TTM D: so anyways, i refused to watch the video no matter what until i clear my mind about that embarrassing stunt ... hahaha :P supposed to celebrate yongli's birthday again, but i had to go and pass chengling her notes. so cc and i left early. the mrt ride was like super fast that day ... hahaha. we had dinner first at eastlink. then cc went to buy his socks from bata while i bought some clips from montique. heehee then we stopped by at 7-11 to buy slurpee which was on sale and we walked home together(: when we reached home, we took the bike and cc cycled me to chengling's house. it was my very first time to have my bf cycle me anywhere.. heehee it feels good to hug him from behind when he's cycling :D heehee. when we reached home, we went to bathe (of course separately) ... then we just spent some good quality time in my room, talking and sharing(: heehee super super super super super awesome :D today: every time i open my eyes, i know that he is there near me. i would walk to the hall and lay on the sofa there, nearer to him. then he would hold my hand before snoozing off to sleep again. omgosh such bliss!! like what he says, it is indeed a dream... hahahaha. we officially woke up around 8am, before he went to bathe and change into his formal attire(: omgosh super handsome! hahaha :D then we ate breakfast together before i sent him to the lift. hahaha omggg :P that's all i'm going to post for today! going to study after lunch(: hahaha. toodles~! loving cheerleading and cc ttm!{♥} champouf posted thurs-fri/sat. on Saturday, September 4, 2010 PAPER WARS! thursday: yongli's 18th birthay! yay! sadly not many people came ... sighs* quite disappointed ... but we still had lots of fun!(: ate at xingwang taiwan cafe where i thought mine was the nicest! chicken cutlet with japanese curry .. omg super super super nice! :D *squeals* then we went to thai express to drop a visit to emerson, janice's boyfriend. hahahaha! we all lined up in one row and stood outside, staring in, until he spotted us ... and when he did, he got quite a shock! HAHA EPIC moments(: then later we went to swensons to have our desert! OMG. beautiful giant earthquake. cookies&cream is the bombz!!! :D fallen deeply in love with that!!♥ yy, bob and i did a little shopping for yongli's present before that, and we bought him a zara hat! i shall not say the price here, but it was every $ worth it, because its sleek, nice and good quality too! heehee. friday: bob and i didn't go to school because i thought it was a waste of time to do so, since i only had literature and gp, since maths was cancelled due to fire drill .. LOL-ness. met cc at bugis where we had dinner together!(: he had korean food, i had some new noodle which cc introduced to me(: the chicken was nice and the noodle was nice to munch on.. heehee. afterwards, we walked to a place quite far to try out cc's recommendation of youtiao, soyabean, and grass jelly. it was super sweet!! and the Portuguese tart was just as awesome!!! *meltz* we then made our way to plaza singapura where we continued walking until we fully digested our food, then we made our way to tampines!(: yay-ness. cc was supposed to go home early to pack his bag because he's moving in with me today ... but after he went to queue up for his coke, it wasn't much of a difference and he still took the last train home .. HAHAHA omg epic-ness. today: woke up around 9am, called cc to wake up which he already was, then went back to sleep. got woken up by an sms from adeline saying that she cmi for today's study date, so i cancelled it, and went back to sleep, only to be woken up by bob's sms at 1pm ... hahaha. what a day. and here i am blogging! wheees~ well, that's all for today! toodles~! loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥} champouf posted CHEER(: on Thursday, September 2, 2010 " i'm waiting for you by that empty swing ... "
champouf posted 3month anniversary!♥ on Wednesday, September 1, 2010 " the world is full of beautiful things like you. " 3months. it has been 3months since my baby and i became a couple. and it has been about 6months since we first met and got to know each other. ups&downs. smiles&frowns. sunshine&rain. love&pain. tears shed, hearts bled. he sacrificed, more suffice. coaxing words, moments surge. smiles retain, frowns refrain. today was just awesome. something which i can't describe. i went to iluma to study and ate a little yoghurt which tastes like icecream ... LOL so anyways he came to meet me straight after his work and gave me a SURPRISE!(: like omg. i was just stunned. i didn't know what to do. then when i opened his letter, i couldn't help but smile to myself. i can't stop smiling. it was just too cute :D his chinese words were small yet each stroke was precise. he wrote it in pencil, which makes it even more cute(: and at the end he signed off as "永远爱你的小冬瓜" ... he is just too cute. and inside the small paper bag, had another gift. a sennheiser earpiece. omg. i was just shocked. my previous earpiece was sennheiser too and it was quite ex, sponsored by my dearest mother. i've always loved sennheiser because it provides the best music quality ever! and when i was brooding over the saddening fact that i lost my earpiece, he went to buy me a new one. gosh. i'm really happy to have such a self-sacrificing boyfriend like him(: for dinner, we went to some thai restaurant and tried out some of their signature dishes. one of the spice to spice up your tastebuds, and it really works! such an artistic shot(: this noodle is super super nice! but quite spicy.. heehee. cc says this soup is mediocre.. hahahaha :P omggg. this seafood curry is the smex. damn nice! i love the thai chicken.. spicy yet tingles the tastebuds(: drink/ice cream/cendol all in one! hahaha. cc and his plate of rice!! HAHA(: he looks like a small boy here.. hahaha. after dinner, we went to topshop! i tried on the highwaist skirt which i've always wanted and realised that even the normal size i would buy is quite big for me, so i thought perhaps for the next shopping trip, i will try a smaller size(: heehee. we walked around for a while before settling down at yakun toast where cc ordered a cup of coffee. there, i received an sms from my mother about news about my father, which totally spoilt my mood. well, some things just happened and i was quite pissed off about it. i guess my dad and i have never been the same before ... i don't know what happened which caused us to grow apart ... but i don't like it. anyways cc comforted me all the way until the mrt where i cried on his shoulder, which actually looked like i just drooled all over his shirt ... :( omg. 对不起小冬瓜! D: but i was glad that i could cry on his shoulder. when he told me that when there's nothing he could do, all he could afford is to provide me a shoulder to cry on; to lean on so that i could just let my tears flow ... and when i heard that, i was definitely touched!(: my boyfriend is such a smooth talker! hahaha :D i got a bit better soon and when we reached to tampines, we went to macdonalds to just chill out because i thought if he were to send me home, we wouldn't have much time to spend/talk to each other :( we ordered a large coke and then we just kept making each other laugh.. ahhh such bliss!(: hahaha. and then later on we started using the straw to suck on each other's neck! hahahaha super hilarious!! :D it was ticklish and really really funny to see each other's reaction. and i guessed i sucked a little bit too hard that i left a few 'marks' on his neck!! heeheehee .. they looked like mosquito bites actually ... x.x hahaha. and that was the end of the day! even though it was short, i enjoyed myself to the max! like ultimately(: happy 3month anniversary my darling! knowing you has been such an honour, such a blessing, such bliss. as the days go on, despite the troubles we faced, i believe that we managed to survive and come back stronger than ever before(: i love you a lot my baby and i will never give you up for anyone or anything. you are more than a friend. you are my love. and that love is so strong that i can never take it apart :3 i may have close friends, friends that are like brothers to me ... but the only difference is that, they don't hold anything close to me, but you hold my heart .. and that is something dear to me(: i love you! here are some pictures i took of his present with our 'baby'(: super cute packaging! the card that was inside(: the card!! omggg, its soooooo adorable :D this is what he wrote inside with pencil! haha super super cute(: bb♥cc! sennheiser earpiece bag(: our baby wearing the earpiece!! hahaha :P anyways ... just another random sidenote. a huge thanks to cc for helping me clear up my room!(: omggggg. it was like hell going through the stuff in my room and organizing it .. seriously i would take about 2days to clear up half of my room. but cc was super awesome! he got it cleared in half a day!(: and despite my allergy acting up, i was happy that i recovered fast to go church with him! :D cheers! heehee. he was playing around with the extra tape he found in my room! hahah super cute, and he was wearing the rabbit nighthat which adeline gave me for christmas last year! hahaha. ULTRA ADORABLE!!(: he forced me to do it too!!! D: hahaha. so anyways that's the end of my post for today! (somebody told me that i'm like blogging wayyyyy too little these few days and that he feels like my posts hardly include him anymore, so .. this post is specially dedicated to him! HAHA my darling is so cute!) loving cheerleading and cc ttm {♥} together forever;my love will go on ... ◀ RECENT ENTRIES | HOME | OLDER ENTRIES ▶ |