" sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve ... "

its been a while since i last updated my blog! D:
school is the same as always, suckkkkk as usual!!! but my classmates are still awesome as ever! hahaha omg i love them for being such crazy unrestrained group of people!(: hahaha

i also started this study session with adeline and rachel lim!(: heehee super cool. rachel lim has her prelims coming up soon so jiayous!! adeline and i are mugging for promos .. phew. hahaha lucky us(:



some of the pictures we took together at coffeebean/starbucks! :D

anyways major updates in my life.
i'm officially in love with chanel! omggggg.
then yesterday i was like doing some spring cleaning in my room when i found my secondary school wallet and guess what!! it's chanel! like omgggg. totally didn't know until yesterday. then i thought perhaps can reuse again, but then .... the white like kind of faded le.. so looks quite .. T.T sadness. if i knew i was using a chanel wallet in secondary school, i would have totally taken good care of it!! :(

i'm also officially with topshop.
the stuff they sell there is like omg majorrr nice!! :D they have a few classy pieces which i'm dying to get! HAHAHA(: and their heels are like OMG CUTE!
i also adore their high waist skirt which is like $49!(: cutecutecute! hahaha

my 3month anniversary with my darling is coming soon! heehee. at the end of this month which is next tuesday! :D heeheee. hope to do something memorable for our 3month anniversary!

and i also did up this shopping list of the things i wanna get on my next shopping trip!
from topshop:
grey flats $116
floral dress $79
lacey skirt $76
high waist skirt $49

from bugis street:
high heel laced shoe $25

from diva:
black vintage necklace $20

from kinokuniya
i,lucifer book $17.90

total: $383

soooooo looking forward to it! HAHAHA(: here i come shopping trip! heehee.

that's all i'm going to post for today.
going to chiong another few episodes of glee before resting.
toodles!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!{♥}

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people say i change a lot these past few months.
they asked me why do i want to make these sacrificies? why trouble myself to change when people like me the way i am?
truth is, i love him more than anything in the world.
and if he wants me to change, i will do so with no strings attached.
because i know he loves me and he wants the best for me.
so why not? i'm still the same vanessa everybody knows ...
because love can change the way people live, and i am no exception(: