" love is all you need ... "

tuesday:

class was pretty much slack throughout(: got back one of my literature papers ... got a C! D: hahaha. even though i've been doing quite well for literature, i felt quite sad that i got a C ... :( but never mind.. i guess my mistake was in mis-reading the poem and not understanding it ... LOL "portrait of a lady" by eliot.. :x
no GP today again!(: YAY! hahaha. they changed it to pw period, so i was dismissed early again! YAY :D went home to rest a while and did a bit of maths again.

my darling finished work around 6.30pm so we decided to meet at 7pm at tampines(: i was late again! if i didn't run after 3 traffic lights, i would have been even late .. D: LOL so i ran!! WEES(: today was my second time seeing cc wear something so formal! long sleeve shirt, with black pants and black shoes. it was quite a sight i must say! HAHA :D
since we were quite hungry, we decided to eat subway! YAY.. hahaha even though i did say that i was quite sianz of it, i decided that i would become un-sian. cc and i tried a new flavour today, chicken and bacon if i'm not wrong ... and i noticed something. i did say that i don't like pork ... but bacon is like a total exception! because it's super niceeee!(: heehee.
12inch large meal with a large drink and 3cookies (peanut butter, double choc & m&m) mmm mmm mmm nice!!! *squeals*

after dinner, cc and i walked around tampines mall and we stopped by popular ... to check out the translation books. haha it was super hilarious to see cc pronouncing japanese words! hohoho super epic funneh~! as usual, he would look into those ahem* stuff and learned a few new japanese words today .. like "choto matte" or "hajimete da" or something like that .. LOL. perv.
after popular we stopped by toy'R'us! cc's favourite place apparently ... hahaha!
it was damn fun running around in the shop fiddling with the different toys. and we took some pictures too! well mostly he took them for me .. LOL


i tagged "cc is hot!" on the banner behind me! hohoho.

BARBIE!! D:


i think polaroid has a pretty cool effect(:

anyways cc doesn't want me to tag him into the picture of him inside, because he says the picture looks damn wrong ... he says it looks like he's taking advantage of a small girl and that he looked like some perverse old fart... LOL. he thinks too much i tell you!(: hahaha 我的大傻瓜!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
afterwards, we headed back to my block(:
once again we sat at the playground and played/chatted/talked etc etc etc.. :D i love jumping on him! haha like jump and hug him! hahaha super super fun ... that's a good thing about having a super strong boyfriend! hahaha i can just jump on him without fear of squashing him.. LOL but sometimes yea i do fear about squashing him ... heehee :P it was super fun playing with him! hahaha(: *majorr squeals*
we stayed up until 11pm when it was time for him to rush after the last train .. and he does have work early tomorrow morning too. sleep well darling!(:

ohyea! i remembered! yesterday my mother shared the good news of my pasir ris house having new tenants!(: woohoos! the rent is like a LOT more compared to the previous cheapskate tenants! :O but then this time the tenants are a whole family so my parents decided to shift MY double decker bed to the pasir ris house, as a result, they are going to buy a new bed for me! YAY HAPPINESS!!! hahaha. i totally want to go to ikea and check out the beds there .. omg omg omg happiness ttm! :D :D :D hahaha i want some pink one!! or even better, the purple shades which cc loves a lot.. because frankly speaking, i rather like that one too!(: hahaha.
tomorrow they are going to dismantle the double decker bed, so for the time being, i guess i will be sleeping on the floor .. D: omgg my poor aching back ... T.T but i can't tell my parents about my back because they don't really know the root cause of it! HAHA(: yay.

that's all i'm going to post for today .. toodles~
loving cheerleading and cc ttm! {♥}

" beautiful memories all captured on that shilling screen ... "

yesterday:
KENNY'S BIRTHDAY! :D heehee omg. major event ttm!
in the morning, cc came over to my house to bake the cake. since we were still beginners, my mother assisted us. i have never really cooked/baked/or made anything worth eating in all my life, so the kitchen is a pretty foreign place to me .. hahaha. there were many stuff in the kitchen which i didn't know at all! D: thank goodness my mother was there!(: yay! some of the ingredients we bought were wrong, but my mother had her own supplies so double yay! hahaha.
so we started off by doing the most basic stuff which was smashing the oreo cookies.

cc smashing the oreo cookies!(:

my mother assisting us.

cc is like paying super close attention ... hahaha

the crust of the cake. damn nice to eat!! *drools*

pouring in the cheese+oreo goodness!

cc is already drooling over the cake ... LOL! cute!♥♥

after putting on the finishing touches onto the cake, we placed it in the freezer so that the cheese+oreo paste can harden just in time as we had cheer training at 3pm, and we had to leave the house at 2pm because going to sp will take us roughly one hour! D: hahaha.
while waiting for the cake, cc and i played xbox360! wooos. first game we played was gears of war 2 which he was quite ... HAHA(: then we changed to blazblue which i totally showed him my 帅哥 of the game! JIN~! omgggg hawtness ttm! :D hahaha.
we left the house with the cake around 2.15pm, because i needed to pack! hahaha. then by the time we reached the mrt station, it was close to 2.40pm. OMGGG. we were late.
rayray called us when we were still at simei.. omgg embarrassing ttm D: ):
anyways we reached sp at around 3.30pm, and they just finished warm up ... yy and i did our own pt and warmup as we were later than the rest ... LOL.

after training, we celebrated kenny's birthday! WOOS(: awesome!

i think its a durian cake if i'm not wrong! HAHAHA(: and kenny hates durians.. like ttm! he despises them because of the smell, and because of that, we like to tease him about it!(: hahaha.

the birthday boy with his birthday cake and two extra people at the side ... D: hahaha
can somebody help me crop out the two calefare ppl at the side?? HAHAHAHA(:

HIS EPIC FACE!! LOL.

decided to take a family portrait!! HAHA ZPL FTW!(:

a serious portrait ... except for darrel who is smiling... haha super cute(:

now this is meant to be a funny picture!! HAHA(:

here comes the flour!! OMGG! HAHA(:

can see the 4 culprits who still continue pouring flour when everybody ran away already.

this is kinda scary ... o_o hahahaha!

awwwww my cute wintermelon!(:

HAHAHA trust me.. the kiss was ..amazingly weird! :D

kenny posing outside the female toilet LOL.

HAHA SO MANLY!

cc was like dripping wet after he went to wash off all the flour.. hahaha(:

raymond cleaning the floor.. bob said he looked like ahtiong here! LOL.

so anyways, after all the flour throwing, cake smashing, the never ending screaming and running, (not to forget the cleaning up process too D:) we all packed our stuff and made our way spgg to enjoy our SPA session and of course bathe!(: yay!
we went in group by group so as to not look so suspicious ... BUT! sadly we couldn't enjoy the SPA because we had to be in swimming costumes to go inside and since there were like other people there, i don't think we could just bend the rule ... so the girls didn't enjoy any SPA D: only the guys did! since they could just jump in naked or whatever!! UNFAIR!!! T.T hahaha!
and kenny did show me like a long time ago a really hilarious picture of cc in the SPA .. like OMGWTSTTM .. D: i felt like i could just drop dead any time .. hahahaha(:
so anyways some of the girls finished bathing and we had to wait for the guys ... CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! hahahaha :P and i was one of the girls who bathed super fast D:

anyways after bathing, we all decided to head for supper/dinner at some coffeeshop nearby. cc, yy, bob and i were like the super weird ones.. because raymond and the rest headed off first and we didn't know which way they went so we just followed cc. then cc led us through a really dangerous path which we had to like climb over fences and stuff! HAHAHA omggg. it was fun .. but quite wrong .. D:

when we reached the place, they were almost closing! omggg.. and we wanted to eat astons, but they were all out of meat, so cc and i settled for noodles.. D: sadness.. i missed astons so much!!! T.T

kenny's birthday card!

yy, me and cc eating! and you can see kenny's bday prezzy smacked in the middle. LOL

BOB smiling, kenny looking .. DAO.

his bday card is super nice!! :D credits to jiayu for her utmost effort!(:

jerry and my dino buddy engrossed with eating! HAHA(:

clara and sheehui :D

raymond and his ultimate standard face! HAHAHA(:

ohright. yugene joined us later.. haha here he is! with his bald head.. LOL

cc and i left first and we took a really really long route!! HAHA when we arrived at the mrt station, raymond and the rest were like not far behind us and then raymond told us that we took the long wayyy ... LOL ._.
cc couldn't send me all the way to tampines due to time constraint, so he sent me to cityhall before he alighted .. :(
mannn i already miss him like major!!! D:

today:
cc's first day at his new job! WOOS!
加油宝贝! 不要overwork自己okay? haha 抱抱我的大傻瓜!
在我眼里 你是世界上最聪明的人了!(:

i was clearly late for school today .. but i didn't get caught ... SO YEA!! phew~!
hahahaha. i hate going to school by bus ... have to squeeze with the morning crowd and not to mention how some of them just aren't friendly passengers .. omggg. spare me the morning dramatics please! D:

well that's all i'm going to post for today.
loving cheerleading and cc ttm! {♥} 爱你多多!
(btw, my boyfriend can't distinguish the difference between porn, pawn, prawn and prom ... he thinks the pronunciation are all the same .. LOL super cute!)

" a beautiful romance captured on that shilling screen ... "

omg i simply adore that picture above! hahaha so much that i keep using an application on my htc to change its background! heehee awesome much!(:



haha and there are like lots more which i will upload another time(: heehee. epic fun!! :D

anyways updatesssss!!!
thursday:
went out with cc for lunch!(: heehee. met him at tampines mrt station :D then i didn't know what to eat for dinner and cc suggested kfc. well alright!(: hahahaha. there was this time which cc and i went to kfc to have our dinner, then a super kind aunty gave me a free coupon! then cc went to the same aunty and asked her for a coupon which she kindly gave two!(: woah awesome! hahaha. then we ate the same combo as we did the last time because cc wanted his spicy drumlets. apparently i have a feeling that he's hooked onto those spicy drumlets! hahaha. but its seriously damn nice!!!omggg lurves!♥♥♥♥♥
afte eating, we went to fairprice and bought the ingredients for our oreo cheesecake! YAY! super fun to do some grocery shopping! especially when we get to play with the trolleys. HAHA :D nice.
so after buying all the stuff we needed, we headed to a few DVD stores because i wanted to see whether they sold the glee dvds i was looking for; as melissa wanted to have a glee marathon with me!(: she is such a gleek! like omggg :P but i couldn't find it, so heck, we went home because the ingredients go bad without being refrigerated. OMG i'm like so excited to bake oreo cheesecake with cc :D :D :D

friday:
school officially ended at 12.10pm because many people had rehearsals for the school's anniversary happening on saturday(:
HAPPINESS! went to meet cc at around 3pm to walk around cityhall for a while. well, i sort of got hungry and we went to jack's place to eat my lunch.. haha i ordered some chicken set, and adding one dollar gave me bread and soup!(: heehee. i couldn't finish my meal so i gave cc half my chicken(: then we had deserts! some icecream with nuts, quite nice actually, so i finished my icecream :D hahahaha. after lunch we went to walk around for a while more before going to funan it mall to meet with cc's cellgroup members.

they had an outing at mind'scafe and it was fun!!(: i ordered another meal, caborana pasta with a lovely side order of mocha float .. omgggg epic nice! the caborana was like mouth-watering! the sauce was so thick and creamy, almost made me faint in ecstasy.. wow.... :D cc ordered beef lasagna ... wow, it was super awesome as well.. the cheese was just *squeals* .. hahaha!(:
after eating, went to play some games with cc's cellgroup members. played some game called uglymonsters. was quite fun and really .. heartpounding. but i guess i was the only person that was like super calm throughout the game, or should i say quiet? HAHAHA(: but cc gave me some of his cards though ... so that i won't lose or something!(: hahaha i'm cheating!! D:
after the cardgame, went to play a mind game which required like a lot of thinking and analysing ... at first i totally lost! haha like really bad! because i didn't know how to play the game and the 3other guy players totally bullied me! D: hahaha. later on, during the second game, i guessed i finally used my brain a little and kind of won the game i think? hahaha :P that game was super addicting! like what zheyuan would say "it's sex!" hahaha. pervert.

cc and i left first and he sent me home!(: yay!

that night was unforgettable ... at first, cc and i had a little disagreement and well i guess it was quite tensed up ... when he sent me up to my house, i felt that i had wronged cc once again, so i went down again and chased after him across the road to apologise. it was comforting to like be in his embrace, it just made me forget about everything. unfortunately because of me, cc missed his last train ride home .. T.T
对不起小冬瓜!! like omggg.. :(
anyways we went back to the playground where we calmly sort out the root of the problem, and managed to put the problem to a rest(: yay! :D
it was just amazing. time was no longer a trouble to us since it felt like we did not have to rush for time for once ... so we took our time talking to each other.. then there were a few moments where i felt quite tired, so i took a few minutes nap before waking up to spend time with cc again .. cc said that it felt like a dream, and i felt the same. it really does feel like a dream, being able to wake up to see cc beside me is just indescribable - omg i just love him so much {♥}
then it was time for cc to feel tired, so the both of us laid on floor of the playground (our 城堡) until 5.30am when the train was in service again ... then that was when we bid each other goodbye and i stood by the corridor of my house and slowly see cc off as he walked through the stadium carpark(:
it seriously felt like a dream ... to be able to spend like almost my whole day with him and then parting really makes me realise how much i love him and i fear that in due time, i won't be able to survive without seeing him for one day .. :(

亲爱的小冬瓜,我爱死你了 抱抱我的宝贝!{♥}

saturday:
i slept around 6plus going to 7 after bathing and such.
woke up around 11am to realised that i was somewhat late for my school anniversary.. hahaha! at first i didn't want to go at all, but then junhao sent me a text saying that they were taking fingerprint attendance, so its like if i don't go and scan my fingerprint, i might get in trouble, so i decided to go in the end.
smsed chengling first and we decided to meet up at the school busstop. left around 1plus because chengling was eating her lunch. hahaha.
reached school around 1.45pm and then chengling, chengting(her twin sister) and i walked to school together. it was quite nerve wrecking as we might get caught by the security guard, but everything was alright in the end! :D i took my fingerprint, went to the dance area to find yy, but didn't see her ... only saw jiayi and sweeyan(: so i went off first.
then when i arrived at the busstop, i saw yy at the other side! hahaha(: then we waved to each other before i boarded my bus first.
made my way to tampines mall to buy sushi for my lunch(: hahaha yep! i had a sudden sushi craving.. wooos! :D bought my sushi and walked home.
i explained what happened on friday night to my mother, and she understood the situation. at first she was quite angry when i came home like 5plus, going to 6 in the morning ... when i walked past her bedroom at that instant, she said in a stern voice and asked me where i went, but i was too tired to explain so i told her i will explain everything to her when i wake up, but since i had to go to school, i didn't get a chance to talk things with her until i came back. so i explained everything to her and i could tell she was very worried because her voice was rather shaky. anyways she told me, if this were to happen again, i could always bring cc up to my house and spent the night there instead of the playground, as she said it was more safe for the both of us.

anyways after lunch, i retreated to my room and fell onto the floor and slept. it was longest sleep i ever had. from 4pm all the way till 11pm .. hahaha(: i did wake up at a few points to sms cc/yy and pick up my mother's call, asking me whether i wanted dinner as she was buying after church service. then i continued sleeping before cc called me around 11plus when i officially woke up! hahaha(: there i realised that i didn't sms cc much and it felt quite weird, like i was missing something .. hahaha :P
i don't know but i felt like when i was sleeping, i felt there was this moment when my mother came into my room just to see me sleeping. since i'm a light sleeper and all, in my sub conscious mind i will be somewhat awake when people enter my room.. so i guess i saw her? hahaha i don't know! :P
but i can tell she was happy to see me because she was all smiles when i went into her room(: its been a while since i last spent time with my parents anyways since they are always working ..

anyways that's all i'm going to post!
toodles!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!{♥}

我爱你我的小冬瓜! 现在好想你啊:P
好期待明天一起跟你做cheesecake!
抱抱我的大傻瓜! :D
( i know my chinese is like @.@ hahaha!)

" and my life has been turned upside down ... "

yesterday:
woos! went out with cc(: we went to ikea for lunch! :D:D:D since the other time we didn't manage to go, so we thought perhaps its a great chance to go to ikea!
my class ended at 1.20pm because gp period has been changed to pw and ... i don't take chem practical afterwards. so basically, most of my classmates end around 4plus while i ended at 1plus! LIFE IS GOOD! :D
i took the bus home and it was crowded like nuts since i have to squeeze with the secondary school kids .. D: but i managed to find a seat! lucky me!(:
i went home first because cc told me he was going to be late as he was collecting his pr card ..
YAY he's officially a permanent resident in singapore :D heehee. it calls for a celebration! :D

went home to bathe and get ready but in the end, i was the one who was late.. hahaha :P so cc had to come all the way to my house to fetch me.. hhoooos. i feel so bad... D: as i left the house, i noticed that familiar figure walking towards my house at the carpark, so i quickly took the lift down and met him downstairs!(: hahaha.
the funny thing about me is that i recognise people by their figure. like really! the first thing that i would look out for in a person is the eyes, and secondly its their figure. since i can't see people's eyes from a far distance, i just recognise them from their outward shape(:
like for example, when i alighted from the bus at tampines, i recognized one of the gym coaches by her figure! hahaha. she apparently changed her hairstyle, and i totally couldn't recognize her until i saw her figure. hahaha(:

back to the main point.
cc and i took the shuttlebus to ikea and cc almost wanted to get off at giant! hahaha epic phail. he told me the other time he came to ikea was through walking all the way from giant.. i was like LOL.
ikea didn't have many people today so the cafeteria wasn't that crowded!(:
cc ordered their spring chicken meal while i took their daily special of spaghetti with fishfillet! then we ordered a side dish of meatballs(: omggg majorr lurves!!♥
gosh, i managed to finish my meal, but i was like super super full ... hahaha. and then we still had the meatballs to eat.. go cc!(:
after the meal, we sat around for a while to like the food digest before we head to walking around at ikea! heehee(: it was super fun. we got to play around with the different rooms and tried out the different sofas and beds. then there was this particular room which cc liked the most. it was coated with a purple-ish ambience with a slight tinge of a gypsy feel ... i felt that the room had a rather mysterious aura to it, while cc just thought that it was great to ... coughs* HAHA!

there was this part of ikea which are filled with mirrors! so cc and i decided to take some pictures to serve as a memory for us!(:



my new favourite picture!(: heehee ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

so anyways we walked throughout ikea and saw many awesome stuff to play with! hahaha. then we headed back to tampines mall. this time we sat around at tampines1 outside cold storage and just chatted. since cc was tired from all that walking .. hahaha(: we rested for a while before i took cc to have a thorough walk throughout tampines1 since he has never been to the upper floors. we went into different stores, played with their different items and i felt really bad since we like went into a particular store, made a fool out of ourselves and like played with their items like they were ours, and walked out just like that ... hahaha i bet the store keepers must be thinking of killing us!(:

after walking, cc and i went to century square kopitiam to have our dinner!
cc had his favourite beef noodles while i had japanese curry for dinner! wooos, such bliss! japanese curry is the best! it's not hot, it smells damn nice, and it tastes like damn good! :D ahhhhhhh... i'm in love! hahaha. after dinner, we went to tampines mall golden village to get cc's membership card for golden village! yay! now whenever we watch movies, we will have discount! :D :D :D heehee. awesome much!
then it was time to go home ... cc accompanied me back to my house but we sat at the playground once more to like just chat.

it doesn't matter what we do for our dates, because as long as i get to see you, it makes me more than happy already. with you, fun is undefined because being with you is more fun than anything else in the world. not to mention, how much i love to spend precious time with you. so it really doesn't matter if we were just to go to have a simple lunch for our dates, because just being able to be by your side for that limited amount of time, is really bliss.
我爱你 我的大傻瓜♥

that's all i'm going to post for today!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm{♥}

" and anything to make you smile ... ♥ "

-
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you
-

omgosh. this song is super super nice(: it makes me think of my other half.
how i want to make him happy every single day {♥}
its like i don't know where to start ... but let me start by saying i love you.

" the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return ... "

gosh. this really made me realise how much the past month has been for me.
meeting him really changed my life in so many different aspects .. of course in a good way!(:
growing up as the only daughter in the family has really spoiled me. i've been like well protected by my parents as they look out for me the most. as such, my personality has been like a spoilt little princess.

but, i wish i could change that.
i keep saying i want to change, but i always see myself not putting effort, in the end, it's always my other half giving in to me.
:(
being 18years old physically, but 16years old mentally is not really ... a good thing.
i lose out in years of maturity and this affects my mindset as a person. i'm always seeing things from my own point of view instead of others. and this has hurt my other half really badly. when he gets hurt, i feel like a knife-stab in my heart.
T.T
no longer will i be a kiddy person. i can't always rely on my parents to provide a well sheltered home for me. soon, i will have to move out and live on my own, and if i don't learn how to take care of myself, i'm going to lose out really badly.
so i've to grow up. mentally especially ...
(:

cc is like my very first boyfriend i've ever loved so dearly.
and because of that, i've learnt how to treasue one close to my heart.
like what my friend told me " love covers all ... "
i'm not perfect, but he still loves me.
he is not perfect, but i still love him.
because i love him, i am willing to change for him(: to grow up especially! :D hahaha.

cc is like my very first boyfriend i've ever cried so much over.
it's not a bad thing! it just says that i really don't want to let him go.
like what my friend told me " in a relationship, hurting one another is inevitable .. but because you love your other half so much, you don't mind being hurt by him and he will feel the same too ... "
i've hurt him countless times, but he still loves me.
and i will still continue to love him even if he hurts me, even if he makes me cry.
because i love him, i am willing to do anything for him(:

its through the turbulences of one's relationship that determines the vey foundation of it.
we either break through, or we will break under.
and i believed we have broken through many differences and diffculties.
no doubt that there will be more coming up in the future, but i know he will give me the strength to persevere on!
as long as he stays close by my side, i will definitely feel a strong sense of security :D

all in all, i just want to say that i love him a lot.
and will continue to love him no matter what.
our future indeed is uncertain, but as long as we treasure every single moment we have with each other, i'm sure that nothing else matters(:
i have never loved someone so much in my life.
and because of that, i feel more vulnerable than before, but because of that, i have opened myself to more experiences i've never felt before.
i love him for his imperfections and i love him for who he is.
there is nothing else and nobody else who can change that.

that's all i'm going to post for today(:
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!{♥} you will always be the love of my life.

" you were there, when i needed you the most ... "

friday:
today was kind of slack!(: woos.
loved literature lecture the most. was super enlighting and since mr.teo went through part of the midyear paper, i felt quite safe since i didn't misread the passage! I HOPE (fingers crossed!) haha(: then after lit was GP .. since it was mr.lee i guessed the lesson was pretty slack as well since he does nothing but talk and talk and talk and talk ... no end. i'm telling you it's like falling into a black abyss ... D: LOL. maths was a killer. we got back our maths results and i wasn't really happy with it... SIANZ. but at least i'm not the worst. i better start mugging hard for maths now!!! T.T then it was a 3period break! WOOS! ate chickenrice with chengling. super filling! heehee. after break was literature tutorial. i love carol ann duffy poems! they are the bombz! super feminist and that is the boost i need! some of the poems were super hilarious and how they demean the men's ego! hohoho(:
after literature tutorial, school had ended for me! since i don't take pw! HEEHEE ♥♥

was supposed to meet cc for dinner at ikea, but since he was still at dhobyghaut, i decided to mak a trip there! met jiayi at the busstop as he was alighting. he was in his dance attire (shirt, trackpants and dancing shoes), so i guessed he's going for dance again!(: i love to see him dance, seeing him let himself fire up with his passion just inspires me a lot! GO JIAYI! :D
met cc and kennyricky(kenrick) at sweettalk at dhobyghaut.
they just finished eating their lunch, then as we were going up the escalator, cc had this idea of watching inception. super impromptu much? hahaha(: but i agreed since i was majorly intrigued by the show from the start! :D :D
we went to book the tickets at gv, and guess what? we had the first class seats!(front row seats ftw!) OMG. hahaha. my neck hurts like hell i'm telling you! D:

"your mind is the scene of the crime."

OMG. super super super super nice!!!! MAJOR LOVE IT LIKE TTM!(: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
the movie was like mind boggling! hahaha .. it keeps twisting the very membrance of my mind! it's like woahhh, shizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ... its like a paradox within a paradox!
my favourite part was when they went into a dream of a dream of a dream! mygawd, the very fabric of how they construct is was just AWESOME! :D omgggg..
but the ending was like whtthehell. i mean come on! they left us all hanging whether he was still in a dream or not! NO! D: i want to know!! T.T hahahaha stupid leonardo dicaprio!!! :(
GOSH, front row seats is seriously a pain in the neck! like wts. D: my neck ached like for the rest of the day because staring at a huge screen not far from you is rather ... excruciating.

after the movie, kenny went home while cc and i went to eat chicken rice!(: hahaha he recommended it so why not give it a try? even though i ate chicken rice for lunch le. heehee.
it was nice! YAY! awesome. after dinner, we decided to go home :D well for cc, it's his second home.. hahaha.
since it rained and everything, cc and i couldn't sit on the playground floor, so we sat on the benches which weren't THAT bad.. haha(:
we talked a lot as usual, but i can't remember what we talked about though ... hmmmmm :x
i was kind of tired, so i guessed i slept like super super super early and despite that i still woke up rather late the next day! HAHA EPIC PHAIL! D:

today:
WOOS saturday!
woke up pretty late! like around 11am going to 12noon kind. omggg. then i ate my breakfast - 2slices of bread with a cup of strawberry milk! OMG such bliss♥.
was supposed to meet cc at tanah merah, but i guessed i was pretty slow so he ended up coming to my house. haha and i can't believe cc can get lost even though he walked the path to my house like so many times. he said it was because he would always walk in the night, so he got so used to it, then when it's under broad day light, he is unable to differentiate the correct path and got lost. LIKE MAJOR EPIC PHAIL! HAHA super super hilarious! there was another part where i was spying at him from my house and it was SUPER HILARIOUS!
i was like "你穿的是绿色的jacket, 还有白色的鞋子 对吗?"
and he stopped dead in his tracks and said it was quite scary considering how it's like those scenes in a movie where a kidnapper is spying at his ransom! HAHAHA(:
i thought cc waited at my house voiddeck, but he was actually waiting outside my house.. so i got shocked when i saw this figure standing outside my house.
HAHAHA :D
we walked back to tampines mall together and ate subway for lunch! WOOS(: subway club lurves!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ munchmunchmunch! :D

after that, i bought my pen first before heading for church! YAY!
its been a while since i last saw my cgm, and some of them really went through a huge transformation! like lance! OMG, he shaved the side of his head and now he looks really weird! LOL okay, not weird, but more like i'm not used to such a new look of him ... but he still looks handsome nevertheless! yay!(:

for dinner, cc and i went to tampines and decided to eat at a kopitiam. we went to century square since i had never been there with cc before, and there, we met my cellgroup! haha such a coincidence! hahaha.
anyways its been a while since i last ate banmian so i've decided to rekindle my love for it! YAYness! cc ate some beef noodles with super thick saucing.. like woahhh. i could totally see the thickness of it by just staring at it. o.o
AHEMS* i have to apologise cc for certain stuff because i felt perhaps i was insensitive towards his feelings and may have hurt him as such.
陈诚! 真的很对不起 不应该逼你! 请原谅你的小傻瓜! :x
cc has always been giving in to me! i'm like so lucky to have him as my boyfriend, but sometimes i have to be more sensitive to his feelings and give in to him, instead of always being spoilt D:
so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *kneels&begs for forgiveness* T.T

once we finished eating, cc sent me back home. so we went to our usual spot at the playground to talk more! hahaha super fun! WOOS! :D we talked about some random stuff like going to taiwan for a holiday :D i loved the idea since i've always wanted to go to taiwan to shop! the stuff there are like super super super adorable! i saw a lot of my friend's stuff when she went to taiwan! omggg. such bliss *squeals*

tomorrow:
plans for tomorrow would be going to clementi at 1pm to study with yongli&yugene!(:
since bob and kenny cannot make it due to various reasons.
i also plan to have lunch with cc!! :D perhaps at around 12.30pm, before the studying session since i need to recharge my fuel! heehee :D
after studying session would be cheerleading! YAY! time to get serious with pt since i find myself getting rather unfit these few days.. hahaha D: can't find the time to go to the gym seriously since this coming week is swarmed with projects! D:
so pt, here i come!(: heehee.

on a last note.. i've decided to become more open with cc. i won't keep any secrets from him anymore. he deserves the right to know since he has been really open with me ever since we got together. whatever i know about him and whatever he knows about me will definitely help us understand each other more. so i'm going to take this step of faith i have in cc, and tell him everything he needs to know about me!(: heehee.
我爱你 我的小冬瓜!

that's all i'm posting for today!
toodles.
loving cheerleading and cc ttm! {♥}

" pink cupcakes {lurves♥} "

tuesday:

super excitedd ttm because i'm meeting cc for movie at thecathy!(: awesome much! woos. watching despicable me! OMG.
agnes is like super super super super super adorable! i don't mind adopting her as my daughter! heehee, she is just tooooooo innocent and cute! :D

i ended school rather early since mr.lee didn't come to school as he was sick. so YAY!!(: i made my way down to dhobyghaut with yy as she was taking the purple line to punggol.
we walked around for a while and i decided to head to daiso to get some stuff for myself to use. as usual, daiso was crowded ttm! D: i was practically squeezing my way almost half of the time. HAHAHA! and the queue was like wow, epic long! but anyways, i bought some stationary for myself and the both of us headed downstairs to grab some munch!
cc bought japanese puffs and they were super delicious! majorr lurves! *sparkles* hahaha.

then we met his friend to sign a student line for her :D
and she treated us to cafe cartel! cc and i ordered the meat lovers meal. and since i don't eat pork, i gave the chops to cc and i just ate the chicken(: heehee.
after eating, once again we rushed to the cathy to catch our movie. at first i wanted to eat popcorn, but i guessed we shouldn't like waste time on buying popcorn! hahaha. and into the theatre we went! we missed out the first part of the movie, but it's alright! :D
i enjoyed myself so much at the movie! HAHA. cc's laughter was uncontrollable once again, and i felt myself not being able to contain my laughter as well, because the movie was just TOO amusing and hilarious! :D hahaha. EPIC~!

after the movie, we accompanied cc's friend to buy some stuff for her newly purchased iphone before making our way home(:
cc sent me all the way to tampines but knowing that he's tired since he didn't sleep much of a wink the night before, cc didn't send me home.. heehee it's alright! because he really deserves to go home and get a good nights sleep! :D
that concludes my tuesday!(:


wednesday:

today was quite slack since school ends at around 2.30pm. after school, i made my way back to dhobyghaut once more to meet cc there.. this time it was his turn to sign a student line!(: hahaha. epic! he was meeting kenrick as well.
i was late, so cc made his way to starhub first and i met him there. he enquired about some stuff first before we made our way up to another starhub to sign his line.
kenrick came later and the whole signing process started. well, it took quite some time and cc finally got his iphone 3Gs which he traded it off with some guy who had a htc desire.
hahaha. well if cc likes htc better than iphone, who am i to disagree? since i'm using a htc too!(: heehee yay! so now we have the same brand phone, but just different models :D

we soon made our way to singaporepoly and apparently we were very late.
cc and i went to eat our lunch first - subway! :D heehee he chose steak and cheese if i'm not wrong and boy it was awesome!(: HAHA loved it on my first try! well, when it comes to subway, i have a strong inclination to finish my entire meal! hahaha since i love subway like majorly a lot!!! :P
so anyways afterwards we made our way down to the auditorium to start warmup and pt.
well i learnt how to do a forward tuck on the crash mats and it was fun! heehee(: bob was being lame and all once again, so yea! hahaha stupid bob! he did lots of crazy things during cheer practice. like for one example is that when sheehui came down from her pop front tuck, i guessed he missed his footing or something and when he caught sheehui, he was like kneeling on one knee and it looked like he was proposing or something! HAHA SUPER EPIC! :x
i didn't get to fly, but i still enjoyed myself because i was able to do a forward tuck on the crashmats! WOOS yay me! but yes, there are still room for improvement! :D :D :D

after training, cc took me home as usual and we had supper at macdonalds. we ate nuggets and burger! HAHA(: super a lot for a supper.
and he accompanied me back home to my doorstep. yay!(:


today:

what happened today was like super depressing, and i don't think i even want to go there D:
so yea ... that's all i'm going to post for today! :x

toodles!
loving cheerleading and cc ttm!(: