i believe that depsite being as two different entities
from entirely
different backgrounds and upbringings
we can still exist as one united whole
...
through the kiss that connects us together forever.

i realised something this morning, as i was scrolling through my friends list in facebook.
no doubt that there are some people whom i've no fraying idea is ... no matter how hard i think, i just can't remember how i added them or why am i even friends with that stranger!
and there are others whom i've realised that my friendship bond with them grows stronger with the passing of every single day, these are the people who are supporting me as we speak, making sure i do not falter and fall off the right track.
then lastly there are another group of people whom have left a certain dent in my memory of friends. these people are my friends from long time ago, and i have realised that i've failed to keep in contact with them, and every part of their lives seem foreign to me.
one of them has gotten herself a new boyfriend, one that i do not know. another has fallen out with his girlfriend as they have been on unequal terms with each other for quite some time now ...
indeed, i love making new friends and strengthening bonds with them .. but at the same time i realised that the bonds with my old friends have weakened drastically and i failed to actually salvage the situation of our friendship ...
adeline, eunice, rachel, felicia, christina, christopher, leona, jeanette and jasmine ...
these few people are my secondary school friends and i've known them for 5years and running, and i hope that i am able to keep up this friendship i have with them before them being obscure in my life!

as such, i've sent each one of them a private message on facebook, asking them whether they are free any time this week to like just meet up and crap as what we always did in the past. i hope most of them can make it, since most of them are taking Alvls this year ... hahaha D:
i wish them the best in everything they do!(:

my mother just came back from her interview .. yepyep, she is given the opportunity of working as a supervisor at another hotel or an accountant. she wants to be an accountant, but then the pay is not as high as that of a supervisor, so she is having lots and lots of trouble thinking about it ... hahaha.
加油妈咪!
haha i love my mum a lot ... maybe because she spoils me the most ... among all the 3children, she spends the most on me and she does not know that i'm keeping track of it!(: hahaha. after counting, at most she has spent more than $6000 on me within the past 2 and a half years .. yes i'm one spoilt brat! D:
she is one of the reasons why i want to work as a lawyer, hoping that i can get a good pay job and make sure i return her the favour. one of my dreams would be to able to get a really good stable job and bring her out shopping at one of her most favourite chanel stores(:

so anyways,
my plan for today!
after lunch, i shall be heading down to the library to study since my house is not a good place to study because it holds many many distractions such as this laptop i'm using right now .. the television which is in front of me, the xbox360 which lays beside the television.
if i were to go to my elder brother's room to study, he also has his xbox360 and his television there to distract me ...
if i were to go to my grandparents' room, they have their two televisions to distract me.
if i were to go to my parents' room, they have their television and another two xboxs to distract me... if i were to go to my own room, i would be distracted by my other laptop or my psp.
so yea, there you have it!
major distractions in my house! D:

i wonder if cc is able to meet up with me later after his checkup at the hospital!
yepyep he finally got his PR! YAY!(: now he has to go through some basic procedures to make him an eligible member of singapore! haha as kenrick said, shitgapore! ooops.
cc did mention something about raymond suggesting to go to malaysia to celebrate cc's approved PR. but i'm not sure whether it is really going to happen since going to malaysia requires many things. like for example, my passport is well hidden from me .. and i'm not sure whether my mother allows me to go to malaysia with a group of friends without my dad since malaysia is a rather dangerous place ... ... trust me, i've my own share of ugly sightings in malaysia.

my download of the latest djmax game is ending soon! OMG so excited! i can't wait to see what kind of game the new one holds for me!(:
hohohohohoho its halfway done!

talked to my mother like a moment ago, hahaha and she was asking about cc!(:
heeheee.
so anyways i shall end my post here!
toodles!
loving cheerleading & cc!(: