I know I've many flaws which needs to be worked on.
And I'm sorry if I haven't changed much since then.
But I hope you will understand that sometimes, it takes more than courage to face your woes, it takes even more than that to change them.

For me, a person with such low self-esteem, desperately needs encouragement time to time.
Harshness will get us nowhere but perhaps lead us to more fighting and disputes.
Sometimes all I wish for is someone who understands me ...
I'm not asking for much. I want someone whom I can talk to, someone whom I can share my problems with, someone whom I can just ramble on and on without fear of being too chatty.
Is that too much to ask for?
When I say 'talk', I hope it can be something like face-to-face, where I can see your expressions the best, where you can see mine as well.
Instead of us doing our individual chores, talking to empty screens and not sharing meaningful conversations.

I wish for someone who hears and listens to me, talks and speaks to me, shares and opens himself up to me.
Is that too much to wish for?