Some people can be just so pissy and just so bitchy.. I help them do something without complaining, even if it is inconvenient for me, even if it means riding through a freaking one hour journey ride to help them, I don't ask for anything in return. I just hope they will cooperate with me and give me what I need from them. But guess what? They take me for granted and get pissy with me. I seriously don't get it.

I know you have a busy schedule, but I too have a busy schedule. The last time I squeezed my timing too tightly, everything fell apart for me.

I don't mind going through great lengths to help.. But all I hope is that sometimes the other party just don't get angry all of a sudden and make me all flustered over nothing. My weekends are always filled with stuff, I wanted to meet during the weekdays after school, the other party still cannot make it and since it was dealing with monetary matters, I want to solve it fast because I hate to prolong matters concerning money. So I arrange for it on Saturday before my tuition, well the other party was already not happy when I suggested that, but hey! I really can't help you in that area so I hope you will just play your part in helping yourself... And it's not paying to me, it's paying to an agent.. So since a third party is involved, I can't exactly procrastinate the timing right?

I felt guilty for dragging that person out early on a Saturday morning just to pay me the money.. So when I went to get our stuff, I didn't ask her along despite being the only one.. Because I felt bad about it, and I felt this was one of the ways to "repent". So I went all the way to jurong east to collect the stuff and back all the way to tampines. Most of the stuff is mine, that's another reason I didn't ask her along. But I still helped her collect her item without complaining.

Then naturally I have to pass the item to her.. First of all, I didn't want to repeat the Saturday mistake again.. So I thought perhaps another day .. She got angry. I know that she has a busy schedule and had to wake up early the previous week to pass me the money, but so did I. And I was very grateful for her doing so. But then I already proposed meeting her after school to collect, but she rejected my idea. So, I seriously have no idea why she got angry at me.

I'm like trying my best to coordinate my hectic schedule and nobody is helping me make it better. I'm not trying to blame anybody here... But I really really hate it when people flare up at me without considering my situations. I know that you too, have a hectic schedule, so I also don't want to put it so early in the morning, but do you think I've a choice? Like I said, when it concerns a third party, it is best not to procrastinate anything. But now it is just between the two of us, I just hope she will understand the current situation that I am trying not to squeeze any timings too closely together.

What I say here are my true feelings and I know it is definitely going to offend the other party, sure I know you will talk bad about me behind my back and stuff, but what I say here is really what I feel. Sometimes I just hope that we can take a moment or so to take a breather...

If you are really desperate why don't you come down and collect the item yourself? I'm not being sarcastic here, but stating an obvious fact. I'm already trying my best to accommodate all of the different timings I have from trainings, tuition, extra lessons, mugging..now trying to squeeze one more extra timing is really quite stressful for me. I'm human you know. And I know you aren't exactly all that free either.. But next time please don't flare up with me over something so trivial such as this. Talking nicely will really help ease my mood and I'm sure we can find a timing suitable for the two of us. As for now, I've to say that I can't squeeze you in anymore. So I hope you will just be patient and wait till I can accommodate you. Like I've said before, if you desperately need your item, you are more than welcome to come to my house to collect it when I'm at home. Other than that, please don't flare up with me without telling me an appropriate reason. Tyvm and goodnight.