champouf posted Day02. on Friday, May 13, 2011

" Alas, it is empty. "
Day 2:
And it goes on.
Felt different to sleep on a bed with no one kicking me.
It feels weird to have so much elbow space on the table.
Felt funny when I wanted to sms him asking him what time he is coming home for dinner.
It felt depressing.
Went to school as usual, no difference.
Said hi to my friends, had fun with them.
At least they kept my mind occupied in school.
When school ended, the thoughts flowed again.
It felt depressing.
I reached home, stumbling upon anything I can find to divert my emotions.
Ended up watching Conan.
What a laugh, when I usually watched it with Baby.
Now, it is just like "eh".
Went to teach Jingjing English later on.
At least seeing her smile and doing funny actions made me laugh a lot.
What a kid.
Makes me wish I could have a daughter as adorable as her.
Father fetched me home as it was raining.
At least running about the rain would clear my thoughts?
Perhaps not.
At home, I ate Japanese curry again for dinner.
Superb.
I can never get tired of eating it.
Baby loves curry too.
Then I waited for my physics tutor.
He arrived and we started on Quantum.
It was quite difficult at first, but his explanation was amazing and I got it.
It was getting late, and I went back to my empty bed.
It feels so saddening to know that it has only been Day 2.
Keep hanging on Vanessa.
9 more days till Baby's return.
♥♥♥♥Oh how I miss him so.