champouf posted exhaustedd&tiredd. on Thursday, May 20, 2010

letting go of my sanity,
standing at the edge of eternity ...
feeling your love for naught,
this is how much i've fought.
these few days have been really crazy, pos training for the whole week! omgwtsttm.
but i still love cheerleading nevertheless(: saw gusto pt session and thought that what we do in pos is like so much less, so i can't really complain can i? hahaha, when i first saw gusto training on tuesday, vivian said that i was like some gusto-fan, because i kept peeking at them training ... hahaha it's true! i think gusto is awesome! and i admire everybody from there ... hahaha maybe because my brother and his gf used to be from gusto too? and not to forget cc too! :D
so anyways ... next week = no school!!! WOOS.
monday is full day ... and starting from tuesday to friday will be the school homebasedlearning , which means we just sit in front of the computer the whole day and go for lessons through the computer ... LAWL.
epic.
so tomorrow officially marks the last day of school for the 2nd term. omg.
which also means that midyears and promos are coming ... shyte. after pos, yy bob and i are going to mugg through like crazy since we have been quite busy for the past few days ... ... hahaha.
my back still aches like crazy after hitting my tailbone on bob's knee a few days ago ... plus the fact that i've been sleeping on the floor because i can't seem to fall asleep whenever i sleep on my bed ... so adding that all up, my back seriously aches like maddd!
but still i find strength and comfort to go on! because i'm not the only one injured in the whole pos charade... so grit and bear, grit and bear! (:
everybody is doing their best in pos and i can't afford to slack too! i see everybody putting in so much effort, giving their all, and making sure that everything works out ... i am really encouraged to go on no matter how much i feel like giving up. just seeing their sweat-stained face with a smile hung on their faces is more than enough for me to go on! jsec cluster all the way!!!!
"just don't give up
i'm working it out
please don't give in
i won't let you down
it messed me up
need a second to breathe
just keep coming around
hey what do you want from me?"